fulfillment

those fishes are cotton knitted!! hahaha

only today, i realise i've not really tasted life in various forms.
i've been taking things for granted all this while and so far, nothing has made me feel like the end of the world, just yet.
pei did a timeline for her life events, so shall i.

i still rmb, when PSLE results came out and i didn't do well..
i was the last in my class. just imagine..
my tears didn't flow until i spoke to mum.
she wasnt angry (in fact, very comforting), but, i was disappointed with myself.
that day was the most miserable for a 12 yr old then.
the second shock came when i received my posting to east view sec sch.
where the hell is that sch???!
since then, i hated MOE.
but 4 years later, when everything went well and smooth..
i'm glad i went to evss.
MOE compensated me with a bunch of good friends and dedicated teachers (during my time).
i did well enough to be a meridian.
=)
in mjc, things didn't go too well.
i'd lotsa problems with studies.
i failed every single tests and exams i could and i never got to see A ever again.
managed to get promoted to jc 2 by either luck or last minute's effort.
along the way, neglected a relationship becos i've always been taking things for granted.
that can be considered a regret in between lonely times.
lucky enough, i got into nus. like seriously, LUCKY!
i know it was a scrape through cos i gave up studying after prelims.
i'm glad i didnt let my parents down and most importantly, i didn't disappoint myself like when i was 12.
in there, i learnt and grew the most.
=)
so much in my teenage years.
it's all about studies, results and friendships.
now let me include work.
it's a total fucked up.
oops.
but we all agree working life is never fun.
so just be it.
i'm waiting for year 2 sem 1 to start.
this time round, i will cherish and not screw up again.
i'll make sure it's not empty promises to myself.
i've allow pple to be 2 sems ahead of me and it's pretty much the right time to do something.
i really need my degree.
and my marriage plan which is highly likely to be postponed.
HAHA.

the new group having supper.

hahaha!
2.33am.
i reached home an hour ago from a supper at geylang with colleagues.
5 girls and there was endless gossips. they make me wanna stay with them for another month.
woooo. exciting.
i sent ALL of them back in dad's car.
covered most part of spore.
and petrol price rose earlier on..
hahaha..

later is another day of work.
still thinking should i wake up early to be in the office or should i just stay at home cos i'm working at pasir ris.
how nice.
lol..
last night was jaryl's bdae celebration.
drank, gambled and ate the nicest pizza hut.
finally, slept with a smile.
a stupid day can end up a good one if you spend the last hour with the right company doing the funniest things.
unknowingly, the bunch of us are meeting up on EVERYDAY this week. just like old primary sch days.
no, we don't miss each other that much. it's just pure coincidence. hahaha.
=D

i feel like climbing bukit timah hill.........
exercise!!

it's tuesday, just like any other days

woah.
two consecutive posts in a row.
that's becos i'm working the later shift from mon-wed. which means i've the morning to myself.
my habit of 12hrs sleep is gone for good.
since the holiday trips and work, i feel fresher with 8-10hrs of sleep.
but waking up at 6am in the morning is still not easy.
usually i'll snooze thrice and finally be awake at 6.30am.
and since i've flexible working hours (haha!), i reach office at 8.35am if i'm on a morning shift when the official reporting time is 8am.
honestly, i don't even have to be in the office!!
i'm there for no reason.
first, i don't NEED to be trained for i'm already trained.
second, i don't WANT to train for that's so boring teaching people to do sales.
third, i'm NOT even a full-timer there.
fourth, i am privileged. like i say.
everything is flexible, but, never take the flexible management for granted.
ha.

this is so shitty when i've to forgo 2 movie dates with friends ytd and today.
ytd was sab and her cous and today's pei and gang.
well done!
stupid work!! but then, my friday is shiokness! ends at 4pm!
who's ready for a party night?
yeah, right.
alright, time for lunch at dhoby ghaut.
if i have to wait for 30mins again, u better be on your knees.
hahaha..

a quality night at ecp

=D
last night was spent eating local food, bullshitting the latest jokes and criticisms with pei, ivy, jaryl, mond and yk.
ecp after 10pm is so peaceful that you don't realise it's already 1am.
hahaha.
sat at the pavilion where we ate and criticised about every single thing we can think of.
we never once failed to entertain ourselves with our "stupid" jokes which most of the time, are sexual and racist.
oops!
one day, i'll just record our convos for you guys.
it was an impromtu gathering and it ended off with another meet up on tuesday night to celebrate yk & jaryl's 20th.
i know it'll be another laughing night followed by a boring working day.
eeew.

anyway, my job focus has been changing all the time.
sales to admin, admin to sales.
until now, i still have no idea what i really want.
holy crap.
it's time for work again.
see the mundane routine and the oh-so-expected blog highlights?
the highlights will always be on my work.
i wonder why.

it's a start of a week, let's make it work!!
=D

SICK

i'm sick.
fever right up to 38.4 degree celcius after mj at zhong's place last night with the guys.
still deciding if i shld see a doc.
hmm..
yuppp.
agnes's 19th and james's 20th!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH!!
=DD
celebrated under my void deck and i actually forgot to bring down matches to light the candles.
hahaha..
i'm so sick that i....
slept the whole day today.
until now, 7pm, i've not taken any solid food cos my throat is dying from i dunno what..
could it be my job?
anyways, work is stupid. so i'm switching to staying in the office and do paperwork.
oh ya!
mj last night (this morning actually) was kickass!!
the bday boy and i swept away 66bucks from fellow friends.
we could even hear empty drawers.
WHOAHHH.
that's why, always choose the right person to kup with!
hahaha!!
alright, i'm still sick.
back to bed.
and wait for mummy to get me porridge.
it feels like shit to be sick on your off days.
thanks fever, thanks alot!
oh last thing.. we watched zohan and it was a funny brainless show revolving around zohan's big brother and the bush.
HAHAHA!

hah. a better post

HAH.
it's friday!
but.. what's the big deal when i still gotta work on weekends?
good thing i'm a privileged kid in office, i get to work as and when i like and leave as i wish.
so tonight, i'm leaving the events early to meet the rest for movie at tamp.
don't you feel happy for me?
hahaha.
=D

oh.. in line with my previous 2 posts, i ought to further contradict myself at work.
whenever i had a bad day, next day will be a good one.
that explains those self contradicting posts.
hahaha.

back from HK for almost a week, but, never got the chance to share anything in previous posts.
to tell the truth, i've not even uploaded any pics and haven't gotten all the pics from my uncle as well...
till i've more time?
and yes, i wanna go back to HK some time next year?
those interested, start saving!!
cos spending money is never too hard over there.
EVERYTHING IS JUST SO BUYABLE.
HAHAHA!
oh! i've not taken a good look at all my purchases since i'm back.
either i'm too busy or i bought too many.
=)
=D

back to work.
the unwanted reality that everyone gotta face after reminiscing so much about holiday trips.
bleh.

work is shit

work is shit and will always be..........
i'm almost giving up the shit job already..
just maybe a week more?

and this shit job is making me to do a few lines update each time.
ughs.

first day of work for the second time

work is......
TIRING.
but i'm enjoying the pple and some really funny customers on streets.
i hope the good start will go a long way.
=DD

back from hk

hahaha..
back from hongkong and all the holiday trips.
nagged out!
fortunately, the weather throughout my entire trip was fine despite all the negative reports of floods and landslides in HK.
it was a worthwhile trip.
just that i spent a little too much..
dont worry. just 4 digits in 6 days.
hahaha..
=DD

OFFICIALLY starting work tmr.
no more holiday breaks from now till aug.
though my Arts bash's event still on..
ughs.
I NEED SLEEP NOW and earn $$ tmr.
my viewership is dropping tremendously with those brief updates and a week of no updates.
i've lost the interests and mood to blog.
getting too lazy and busy all at the same time.

alright, hope to be back soon!
gd'night!
=D

indiana jones!!

watched movie with fish and his family ytd.
weird huh? yup.
but the movie was even weirder. indiana jones.
wth?
good thing it was free.
came back to pasir ris after the movie, bumped into mh & ben at whitesands mac.
hahaha.
had a quick supper cos the fish has to catch the last bus back to bishan.
oh btw, we had mac twice in a day.
earlier on we had mac after meeting at office area and supper after movie.
crazy.

hmm..
things so far are good.
the work, the people.
it's not as tough as i thought it would be.
but i hate the fact that i've to work on weekends!
totally ridiculous.
i'll try and hit targets on weekdays so that my weekends are free.
=D

leaving for hongkong tmr.
weather in HK not too good.
there're floods in several areas in HK ytd.
flights and amusement parks stopped operations.
offices and schools didn't open.
cars were flooded right up to above their wheels.
not a good sign at all....

back from cruise

helloo...
i'm back from cruise with my family and relatives!
i'm not gonna say it's fun cos it's not.
more of relaxing and having alot of time with little things to do and to be cut off from outside world.
=)
ahhh!! i feel the ground shaking while typing this. the cruise was so shaky such that until now i still feel onboard.
is that what we call motion sickness?
it's giving me headache!

the following content may be offensive to some but i guess there aren't pple from India reading my blog.

The cruise I went was bloody filled with pple from India!!
and they behaved as if it's their first time out on a holiday.
they talk loudly, choose their food at the buffet, splash water all over the place where the sign beside the bar-pool already stated 'no splashing', etc... simply put, bunch of inconsiderate idi*ts!
oh yah!
they certainly dunno what's follow the queue!!
everywhere they go, they cut queue. but everytime, they get scolded by the cruise senior staffs. serve them right!!
AND...they've no idea what's swimming. all they do in the pool is splashing water and throwing each other into the pool. btw, the size of the pool is abt only 1/4 the size of a normal pool or smaller. it's pathetic.
not only that, they walked around in their swimming trunks which was totally disgusting when you see the amount of chest hair each of them have.
basically, they think they own the cruise..
and their attitude in casino is the worst of all the ugly behaviors!
with the smallest bet, they take the longest time to think and when they lose, they make sure the whole world knows.
hey... more chest hair doesnt make you pple more privileged!
pple from India should seriously do smth about their rowdy behaviors!!
the adults and the kids behave the same. now we know why they never improve..
if only the amount of chest hair they have can be converted to intelligence, they'll make this world a better place.

okay, i'd better stop.
i feel as ill-mannered criticising them, but, i seriously cldn't take it.
pardon me.
actually there're alot of ugly scenes.. too bad i cant share everything here.
ask me, i've got lotsa inputs!
i'm so glad the dark-mare is over.
and the ground still feel shaky..
=)