yay yay. done!

woohooo!
NM2219's project finally completed!
i smell 40%!
=DD
took the entire evening.
time check: 0130.
earlier than i expected. haha
and there's presentation to prepare for.
=)

then i'll be left with 2 japan&spore presentations as well as 1 project which i HAVE NOT started at all.
submission's on 17th april (last day of sch for me).
quite dead at this moment.
ughs.

sleep time.
good night!

oh.
and dad just bought a new car for me.
HAHA. you wish!!
new car's coming end of june.
=D
=)
=D
=)

aiyooo. shiokness

hahaha.

woke up fresh on a sunday morning ready to deal with the thousand and one things ahead.

but.

suddenly, i felt dreadful looking forward to next week.

ughs.

then.

i thot of bintan.

haha.

that explains the pics up there.

the trip was slightly more than a yr ago, before i started my journey in nus.

here i am, gonna finish sem 1 before anyone knows it.

=)

we might end up going cruise.

but i'm not having too much hopes just in case i get disappointed again.

i need to......

suntan?

haha.

ok.

bye

have a nice day folks.

=DD

stop me from complaining

watch this ad. rmb to smile and laugh. haha! =)

i need someone to stop me from complaining too much before i turn really grumpy on other happy days too.
went down to HDB branch at tamp just now to check out my appeal for summon earlier this week.
all they have for me was, 'wait for their email reply.'
POWER LA.
i woke up at 11am, called them up, told me hotline not in operation on saturday, branch opens till 1pm. took a bath, went down, within 5 mins, that was all im left with.
thanks, HDB!

sat at KFC for abt 45mins reading papers waiting for sab to come meet me for lunch.
what a way to spend a saturday afternoon.
gaining info from papers.
read about ah meng, the well-known orang-utan and spore's proud.
=)

and pple, stock up rice at home!
the price of rice has just increased.
although it's a slow reaction since the gst hike, but, get ready to see all commodities increasing their prices.
maybe eat more potatoes? they give carbo too.
haha.

i'm going woodlands twice later.
gonna spend more time with old camry.
=))))

tired tired

just reached home from mahjong at sab's place with bs that joker and yc that winner.
my mum came over to pick me up after at 2am. i'm surprised why isnt she sleeping yet. then when i reached home, i saw dad watching the singing competition that i watched at sab's place earlier on. whole world is crazy over this singing competition in taiwan variety show.
ok.
i am damn tired.
ran several errands ytd. bank, clinic, steambath, mahjong.
like.
this whole week i haven't been resting enough and next week gonna be a hell of projects and presentations!
i really hope my CAP doesnt fall below what I had for last sem.
it was terrible enough for me to feel motivated and THE NEED to piang (colloquial term for work extremely hard) this sem with at least >3.5
this is hopefully unachieveable with my econs midterm being a total flopped.
i'd expected myself to fail, but... not so badly?
aye, whatever la.
it's over and im not gonna cry over spilled milk.
i see it coming afterall.
=(
-.-

went to consult a doc ytd regarding my injuries.
why is my face not able to feel any sensation.
family doc wants me to go back changi hospital for a detailed check up which i felt was unnecessary.
the worst outcome wld be, my swollen part will not fully recover; that is, i'll not be able to gain 100% sensation around that area of my face as the nerves are damaged.
i have doubts.
and worries.
i dun wanna have the feeling of can't feeling my face for the rest of my life.
but i believe things arent so bad yet.
i'll just be a lil more patient and wait for it to recover.
sheesh.

steambath earlier on with sab wasn't the best cos there were other random people sharing the same room. as a result, there were alot of movements that disturbed my sleep.
heh.
and the usual extravagant us went to haagen daz for ice cream on a warm afternoon.
i still have question on why the B&J at whitesands doesnt move over to tamps.
within pasir ris alone, there're 2 B&J. what's the point?

SLEEP.
READINGS.
RESEARCH.
REPORTS.
PRESENTATIONS.
REVISIONS.
REST.
reminder.

restless

i'm feeling very restless nowadays.
and i just printed about 10sets of notes.
didn't know i was so behind time.
crap.
and im gonna say lit is a bore.
econs is unbelieveably hardcore.
the rest of the modules are so far so good.
=)

will be getting back my econs midterm paper tmr.
the average mean score is 57.
lecturer gave all of us addition 5marks so that more people can pass.
and some assholes actually got 105 marks out of 100.
you see.
the competition in econs is higher than everest.
sheesh.
now i'm thinking if i shld major in new media.
something very different from my ideal career but at least im enjoying those modules so far.

i've no idea why there's no 'en-bloc' tonight.
chn 5 is showing some soccer match.
yucks.

heh.
i think i wasted a 2-way trip petrol by going to sch and the lect was actually self comprehensive.
full waste of time and effort and everything else.

am i too querulous?
tell me not.

overslept

as an usual convention, i overslept and missed my Lit and japan lect.
waiting for my dad to come home so i can drive to sch for econs.
=)

life has been pretty much in a mess.
things suddenly didn't go the way they should or rather say i invited those shits to happen.
now it's gonna take some time to clean up those mess.
the thing that always wake pple up is,
what done cannot be undone.
holy!

sch's computer

didn't bring my laptop to sch today, hence, in library using the supersized computer and this makes me feel hi-tech impaired.
where's my 12 inch toshiba?
haha.
others ard me are using the computer to print notes and email, i'm actually blogging away and gtalking.
so out of place.

anyways, i had a bad bad dream last night.
abt another car accident.
in the dream, sab and i were in this black matrix we drove few months back..
while turning this bend, i told her to slow down as the road was slippery after a heavy downpour and that black matrix isnt exactly in good condition to do a turn at 70km/h.
as i already expected the accident to happen in the dream, sab refused to listen to me and continue her turn at 70km/h.
HELL. it was scary.
then... while turning, the car flipped.
it flipped from my side (i'm the front seat passenger), we stayed in the car while waiting for rescue..
while waiting, i was blaming her for not listening to me and all..
but i dunno why, we were laughing in the car when we were in an upside down position.
weirdly, no one was injured. even the matrix was perfectly fine.
after that, we realised that the brake of that matrix aint working.
braking pads worn off.
the dream ended there.

i think a series of events led to my dream.
the accident, the matrix which was in pathetic state, my camry's loose braking system and the news abt this car who flipped and caused 2 to die some time back.
whaaaa.
brain cells are amazing.

i need peaceful sleep to feel adequate.

new element?

heh.
im getting sick of blogging about my projects infatuated sch life.
give me some new elements to blog before my viewerships plunge deeper than Niagara Falls.
maybe it's time to introduce this new kid in my block.
hahahaha.
=)

sab just told me to blog abt women.
what can i blog abt?
compare women past and present?

past: women are home-makers.
present: women are career-minded.
past: women give birth to 10 kids easily.
present: women have problem giving birth to 1.
past: women are decent (subjective).
present: women are all hell break loose.
past: women have no say.
present: women scream like they own the world.

better stop before my blog gets spammed by modern feminists.
but we cant deny the tinge of truth abt present days women yea?
in short, women are unreasonable!

yay yay A

hahaha!
marketing presentation earlier on was a success.
my group walked away with an A supported rather positive remarks.
im overly satisfied with the tutor's comments for me.
now it makes the 10 over hours spent in nus on a saturday worthwhile.
a good morale boost.
and working with yr 2s and scholars definitely make a significant difference to the work you produce.
=))
unfortunately, it's only 15% of total grade.
what the.

anyways, there're gonna be many more presentations ahead.
and projects deadlines are drawing really really near.
of which, i've not started on anything for one of the module.
i need to focus on New Media first since the project is 40% of total grade.
hell, that's alot!
this sem's gonna end in 4 weeks.
then it'll be exams and bye to year 1!!

since i can't get any interns, i shall not waste my 3 mths holidays doing nothing.
i might be attending other courses outside if i can find any.
maybe some accounting course?
hmmm.
and attend stock markets seminar at sias.
wha.
and the hongkong trip which is yet to...
ughs. i hope im still going.
this is shit if i end up not going.
i've been anticipating since beginning of last year?
hahaha.
sab, do smth abt it. book it or smth?

increasing number of accidents

i've realised an increasing number of car accidents on the road recently.
esp so after i met with one.
usually, these accidents are fatal.
papers have been reporting the more severe ones and unfortunately, in most everyday, we read about one at least.
one that i remembered was, a salon car being hamburged between a lorry and a 7-seater, driver died on the spot.
ytd there was another one reporting abt this modified civics. 24 yr old, only child died.
and just today, i witnessed one near Expo (slightly further down from where i met mine). situation looks bad cos the whole traffic light was being knocked down and the front of lorry left merely metal pieces. i see no blood, so i assume none was injured.
hmmm.
this year has been really dangerous for drivers and their passengers.
so pple, i cannot emphasise enough to drive with care.
seat belts are there for a reason and fucking follow traffic rules.
check your blindspots. it doesnt take alot to just turn your head.
alot of my friends are really taking their licenses for granted.

oh.
i feel that those new drivers who didnt drive frequently should not remove their P plate after 1 yr.
though they might have passed the phobation period, but i'm sure they do not have enough road experiences yet.
by removing their P plates, they're exposing themselves and other road users to danger.
new drivers should drive at least thrice a week in order to remove their P plate after 1 year.
also, they shouldn't just be driving at night when there's little traffic. it wont serve the point of able to reflex fast enough when there's heavy traffic.
drive often, drive safe!!

oh yes.
from today onwards, we can expect taiwan to do alot better politically and economically.
taiwan now will be under the rule of Ma Ying Jiu, instead of the corrupted Chen Shui Bian who has squandered billions of dollars from taiwan's foreign reserves.
chen shui bian ought to be shot.
let's hope for a better taiwan.
meanwhile, the new president will negotiate a new treaty with china to promote trades between both.
we can really expect the chinese population to do fantastically well in future if everything goes right for taiwan and china.
=)

but, market's still bad in spore.
though our govt have been saying that our exports have increased by abt 8%, statistics didn't show it.
presumably, our govt gave "false" news to justify their 2% increase in gst.
ahhhhh.

HDB

hmm.
recently, HDB has been incomparably efficient at issuing summons esp during hours when people are supposed to be soundly asleep.
they dispatch "fatimahs" to attack mahjong-ers like us.
i think those "fatimahs" are more alert than our police offiicers petroling at night.
2 weeks ago, i was fined $50 for parking at the double yellow lines at my carpark.
not like deliberately do that but because when i came back, there's no more lots.
so as usual, i parked long those double yellow lines with many other cars.
on top of that, i'm a season parking holder.
hell ridiculousy to be fined at 4.27am yea?

then, few days back, darren got fined at sab's carpark at 4.16am.
i'm wondering what are the "fatimahs" not sleeping and issuing summons in the middle on the night?
are they up for McDonalds's breakfast or what?
i just wrote in an appeal for my fine.
i hope they do smth abt it cos i'm definitely not paying the 50bucks for I'M A SEASON PARKING HOLDER LA.
what more can i say?
it's like..
i get fined for littering in my own house?
doesn't it sound stupid and senseless to you?
i bet it does.
and that's what HBD has been doing to their residents.
!!!!!!!!!

Another discontentment i would like to make is regarding NUS's parking.
NUS has been really good at capitalising their students.
if students do not have season parking, the cost of parking per hour is $1.20++.
taking into concern that students usually stay in sch for some time, by the time i leave the carpark, I've to pay abt 8bucks for few hours.
it's more expensive than parking in orchard!
seriously, NUS shld really do smth abt it.
i'm extremely upset by the crazily priced hourly parking fee that is totally out to exploit it's own students in long term.
we're already paying so much for miscelleneous, i dont think i need to pay nus so much for using so few of their facilities.
it's just like.. i gotta pay for the plants i put outside my flat.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

still in sch

time check: 2300 hrs.
venue: NUS enterprise seminar room.
reason: cannot finish project.

AHHHHHH.
this is getting too boring.
6 members, 2 left, 4 remained staring at 4 laptops researching and writing on SIA and Samsung.

HAPPENING!

sat in sch is...wrong

currently in sch.
my first saturday in sch for this sem.
campus's still as "vibrant".
everyone's having proj meeting or smth along dealing with assignments and presentation.
it's nice to see the whole bunch of us on task.
like.. c'mon, submission and presentation is on monday man!
grp leader just told us the to be prepared to stay till 12am.
holy mama!

i'm only looking forward to the hk trip.
shop, eat, play!
hmmm.
what 4 digits shld i buy today?
1234?
6789?
8888?
hmmm.

i dunno what to feel abt today.
=?

sissy

oh no.
recently, i found myself getting attracted to guys who behave in a sissy manner.
their behaviors are usually cuter than normal guys..
esp, im now salivating over those who can dance like a... hmmm.
but..
what the hell am i thinking? joke.
hahaha!!

ugh.
sab and i just wasted the whole afternoon pre-empting dramas.
stuffs like..
what if we date each other's guys? what if our husbands are having an affair together?
i told you we were completely dramatic.
hahaha..

and puppies are unforgiveably cute.
if only, i'm not too afraid of them..
i'd bring the triplets home from east point's pet safari earlier on.
watching puppies play among themselves is never too boring.
woohooo.
=)
at least it beats watching those stupid channel 8 dramas with most the casts from china speaking with those weird mandarin which totally makes me wonder abt our own local talents speaking mandarin like a singaporean.
SAB AND SHER!
go and do smth to save our local drama industry.
hahaha.

another piece of good news in my family.
till then..
yay yay!
=DD

Thought of the day:
Would you (girls only. if you wish, guys too) marry an ex-gay?

hahahaha.

short but deadly week

hmmm.
this week has been really really short.
i only have to be back in sch for tues and wed.
despite that, workload is ridiculous.
i've been trying to complete as many writings within this week.
this is really shitty.
i cant find a better word other than shitty.
shitty shits.

ugh.

what what. life is full of shits

Life is too full of shits.
I'm drained by all the deadlines and report writings.
even printing notes is pissing me off.
maybe i'm just tired from those shits.

econs midterm today was hmmm...
bad?
you guys will definitely be informed if i ever pass that paper.
screw the maths part.
but i gotta say it was a relatively easy paper, just that i can't do.
my mind was blank even though whatever i've studied came out.
i cant reproduce those i've memorised.
this shows that im getting too old to play the memory game..

holy holy.

sleep time!!

it's another week gone!
=)

shit happens all at once

OKAY.
i've not been feeling this shitty about studies before!

MY ECONS LECTURER CALLED ME UP TODAY TO DO A MAKE UP MIDTERM EXAM TMR @ 12PM.

can you sense thunder storms coming?

i've not been revising for econs at all, and i gotta finish all 6 topics by tonight to go for a paper which i'm unsure of passing.
but think differently, at most i fail..
what's the big deal.
but no one in nus fail exams.
i don't wanna be the special case.

I'M GONNA POP CHAMPAGNE AFTER THURSDAY.

and seriously, screw nus for their stupid cock up system which is 10000x worse than mjc.
then again, what kind of comparison am i drawing?

back in sch

finally back in sch.
everything's still the same apart from the traffic lights at the busstop.
NUS is such a joke to stop us from jaywalking.
now we have to make bigger round just to get to opposite.
that'll be okay if it's a bright sunny day. but what if it rains?

sch this week will be shit!
i've projects meeting and assignment submission almost every single day.
hell lotsa stresss..
i need to feel motivated!!
my midterm grades are screwed once again.
im not complaining cos i didnt study.
as usual...

oh btw, i collected my new passport ytd.
waited 219 turns before it was mine.
gd thing, sab and i were laughing those jokes in 8 days.
went bugis to talk abt cars and alot more.
i think we spent like 90% of the time sitting and talking before yc came over to pick us.
the moment he started moving off, he ALMOST knocked 2 person down.
holy shit!
sab and i were on seat belts throughout.
we're quite particular about having seat belts and moving slow.
drive safe!!
don't be stubborn to listen, it'll be too late when you realise.
esp the 3 guys.. sl, yc, elmo!
aiyooo

ding dong ding dong

I fought the fever monster, it was a victory.
=)

currently doing my marketing project about samsung.
and i didnt know so much about samsung before.
it started not as an electronic company, instead, it was an export company selling perishable commodities to china.

the report is gonna take my sleep time away!

ahhh.

shall not procastinate anymore, back to work.
=)

fever

I'm having slight fever now.
went to like... trillion places today and my back's aching so badly i need to rest.
projects are suffocating me.
good thing ive helpers around.
i'm thankful.
but...
why am i sick when i was about to recover?

you think this is a joke?

ahhh.

okok.
totally not feeling good.
bye!

heh. the poetic me

hahaha.
was looking through some things i wrote last year.
it was uniquely me.
sab had a good laugh, so did i.
hahaha.
=)

was at coffee bean airport with sab and sher.
it was a good catch-up session since...long long time ago.
we always laugh when we talk abt past.
=D

it's too hard to keep life operating in routines.
i'm gonna deal with it spontaneously
and give those shits a clean baby johnson wipe.

40 nuggets, 500th post

My 500th post.

Holy madness!
mj at sab's place with her cousins.
as usual, sab was having her madness spree,
yvon loves annoying me till clock strikes three,
and darren had to bao ppl like absolutely free.
hahaha

we(i) changed the rules abit here and there to make things a lil more exciting.
unfortunately, the new rules didnt work to my advantage.
the 3 Laus had their own fair share of bao-ing each other..
i dunno.. just for the fun of it?
I was so pathetic that sab has to give me extra chips.
hahaha!
and we ordered 40pieces of nuggets from mac!
4 pple, 40 pieces IS alot!!
believe it or not, we finished everything. (oh, not everything. we still have 3 apple pies untouched)
AHHHHHHH.
so much for resting the whole week and eat like 7 nuggets in one night.
no help.
no help.

My one week MC officially ends today.
I might be going back for more.
When will the green fully subsides?

IT'S A SATURDAY AND I'M AT HOME.
ding dong la!

greenish yellow horrible face

Aunt gonna come and pick me in 20mins.
I'm going over to grandma's place for this uber bitter holy medicine.
It aims to check if I've any internal injuries.

I've always hated chinese medicine, but for sure, this time they're gonna make me drink it down.
even if i puke, im sure they're gonna force it down my throat.

Whatevers!!!!

I've just made a new friend, Emily Tan.
haha!
em says sab wld be shocked on how our acquaintanceship turned into friendship overnight.
i've told sab abt it, she's very calm and cool.
hahaha.

I think I'm getting too involved with sab's social circle so much so that it has become part of mine too.
madness.
hahaha.

jolt the thoughts

---

Those thoughts in mind.

One week from the accident
The pain still grow
The tears will flow
We can’t forget yet the incident

I see a swollen green face
No smile perhaps little sad
But for I have to be glad
Healing is taking place

Thank you all for the regards
Praying to the day we heal
We'll be strong as a deal
For the dark clouds be discard

Nothing in life is predictable,
We just got to be adaptable.

-twen-

scary shits

Crap!
I had a bad dream.
was taking my usual afternoon rest after my mum rubs my bruises for me till I cry.
while sleeping half way, the accident played in my head.
not the entire accident but what I could rmb of it.
the part where sab's calling me to wake.. (this feeling doesnt go away i dunno why. ive jitters whenever i recall the part sab tries to wake me after the bang)
even the pain felt so real.
I woke up after that realise the pain is for real which is the worst of the whole bad dream.
It was a bad shock for a gloomy day.

calm down baby.
calm down.
it's over..

I know I'll heal the day I stop crying. stay strong. dont let the damn tears flow, they're making me weak.

well wishes

First of all, I would like to thank those who came over to my place to "laugh" at my pathetic state. Who laughed? You know who you are. (ETHAN CHEE HG) hahaha!

Jaryl, peipei, Ivy came during dinner time and bought me dinner. THANKS GUYS!!
most importantly, jaryl brought along his adobe master collection and microsoft office 2007.
now my laptop has photoshop cs3 and my dad's desktop is finally complete with all the newest programmes. =)

Later in the night, hg, yc and jaja came over too. To make me repeat the whole accident again when I don't even know what'd happened. haha. damn funny them. Then, ALL OF US left my house at abt 10plus to play mahjong at agnes's place; jaryl's car went home. hahaha. how odd. sab's not even ard. i left aggie's place at 5plus am while the rest stayed till abt 8am. HOLY.

And throughout the night, hg kept relating agnes to sab. Like the way they behave are alike, the way they say certain things are the same and all.. LIKE HELLO..NO LOR. hahaha. but after that he realised their differences. Agnes is more power! haha. she has work today and she wanna play mj until 8am. i know sab will never do that, like totally over her dead body pls. hahaha. agnes ar agnes.. who ask you to go work today! And that Jason!! Throughout the games, he kept talking to himself!! omg. he's stressed!! and we were stressed cos he was stressed. crap. it's like seriously non-stop mumbling. asking what card to throw, what card we threw, where to take, take from where, bla bla bla. I swear I was too tired to even bother abt his nonsenses. hahaha! Jason, i hope ytd was a good learning session from hg and you'll soon join us as one of the addicts. haha. Learn well, mumble less, zi mo easier! =)

I'm not any better. Skipping my midterm. Didnt even revise single bit cos since the day of accident, I sleep more than 3/4 of the day away and night is the only time I can leave house when no one can see my green swollen face. I'm just waiting for it to recover SOON! I wanna go back sch and catch up with sch work. I'm stressed.

Lastly, I'm very comforted by those tags you guys left. Thank you! To those I've caused to worry (esp sab), I'm sorry. I've figured my thoughts and am feeling better already.

the weather is really not helping

When is the rain gonna stop?

updates

Look at my pathetic face. It's green. the part not green is swollen. Even my eye lid has blueblack. WHY IS IT GETTING MORE PAINFUL?!

I'm starting to feel miserable abt the accident.
I look at my injuries and I dunno what to expect.
I cry.
be it the pain, or just the healing process don't look optimistic.
I've no idea why am I crying while typing this

i dunno.
im tired of the pain.
im tired of not able to go out in the day due to my swollen green face.
im tired of having back ache every big movement i make.
im tired of the pain.

i'm emotionally weak.
i dont feel like talking to anyone abt this anymore.
i want to be left alone.
if crying can help, i would recover by now.

ps: this will be my last post regarding my injuries. i'm sick of the whole thing.

i want to heal.

injuries

The useless middle finger.

But if I see the guy who banged straight into us, I believe he'll have a taste of the swollen finger.

---

Alright, I think everyone around is still quite unsure of how the accident took place.

I shall do some justifications.

Firstly, I wasn't the one driving. Sab was and I was the front seat passenger.

So stop asking me how did I crash the car.

Clearly, it was a red mini van who crashed into us.

We were at this pocket attempting to do a right turn but there was this white civics coming so close that Sab has to honk her and continue with the right turn.

After which, we were all injured.

I swear the whole thing took less than 2 seconds.

The red van was speeding!!

SPEEDING AT A CROSS JUNCTION.

he's asking for punch.

he was so fast that we didnt even see the van coming at all.

and I believed the impact was strong enough to knock me out.

Yups, that's about it.

No cost of lives.

We are all very fortunate.

=)

Below's the picture illustration. Red denotes the speeding van. Blue is the car I was in. Green is the bastard white civics.

Continuation after a rest

Sab made me this card. I swear I don't look half as good as the girl she drew. I look terrible with half the face swollen. Consolation, I do have nose and mouth compared to the girl in the card. HAHA! Oh yes, I'm strong like a bull!! hahahahaha...

I think I've the weirdest cousin.
She's coming over to visit me.
But she's making me pay for cabfare.
Helllloooo..
who's the badly injured?
omggg.
i can't believe this.
hahahaha!!

----

Sab, just in case you think that I don't appreciate your effort AGAIN, you're WRONG. haha! I'm very thankful you made that card despite your chest injury and yes, I appreciate your effort and I wanna let you know that I don't feel good when I hear you say you're the one who caused the accident. It makes me miserable somehow but I know deep inside, you're feeling very sorry about the whole incident and that's something I can never get you out from esp when you've a clear image of what'd happened. I wish I could give you a tight hug but I know your chest probably cannot take it. Exactly it was an accident, so it was no one's fault. Like I say, it was meant to happen. At least we've one more thing in common. hahaha.. Yups, you.. enjoy in Bali.. while.. I... heal in Spore.

Hugs. =)

getting well..

My right leg. Initially it's only the cut, now there's blueblacks too. CRAP.

It's already Sunday.
4th day after the accident.
Injuries slowly appear.
But I'm definitely better than how I was on the 2nd/3rd day.
Although I've no idea why is my left hand trembling so badly that I've problem typing sms. Even now, it's still trembling. wth?
Played mahjong at sab's place ytd.
the back got worse today.
i felt alright last night, prolly cos i took painkillers and it made me tired and weak.
slept soundly through the night. i feel so happy for being able to sleep.
although i still cant lie on my right side. but still.. I CAN SLEEP.
the face is not as painful anymore..provided i don't move my cheek muscles. basically, my left face is numb due to the swell.. i dont actually feel anything on its own. the best part of it, i dont touch my face. the feel of it is just...OUCH. when im washing my face, im always careful. cos the pain is just........fuck!!
abit of trouble when taking in solid food but on the whole still ok. appetite still as good!
however, porridge's still the best at this time.
i've no idea.
but my leg's bruises are getting obvious.
for some reasons, it's affecting my walking a little.
cannot put too much pressure cos of my back too.
oh yes.
apparently sab's mum is the most alright one despite the stitches.
she can play mahjong for the whole day.
so yah..
sab has this chest pain and aches.
poor thing..

alright.
BRB.
cos my back is aching.
i need to lie down.

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR YOUR CONCERNS.
those concerns are effective to a "speedy recovery"!!
I feel very consoled.
thank you thank you.
=)

booo ho.

just came back from Changi Hospital.
waited damn long to get myself xray on my back, hip and finger.
no signs of fractured or anything.
=)
however, doc says there's no way of a speedy recovery.
gotta let the wound heal by it's own.
oh wells.
bruises right.
what to do.
hahaha.

anyways, i'm feeling so much better now.
saw kent at A&E too.
he was in worse state than me.
that poor boy.
and yes.
you must be thinking..
all of places, A&E!
hahaha..
during my stay there, i also met 2 other friends.
how small is the world.
everyone's wishing me speedy recovery..
unfortunately, i can't.
i'm so bored staying at home.
i need to do smth!
bathe!
mahjong!
woohooo!!
=)

Another day has gone

Another day has gone and I'm not feeling any better.
In fact, it got worse.
But at least I get to sleep through the night at one position.

both sides of my hip seem to be getting into trouble.
on the right, there's a swell.
on the left, i can't turn to the right.
if you don't get what i mean, it's okay.
hahaha...
the wound on my leg is giving me this pain..
not very painful.. but it feels as if smth is eating the wound up.
yups.
left arm's still as weak.
hardly can even lift it up to on a switch.
can only type on the keyboard. which is the most important.
hahaha..
hmm..

anything else is about the same.
left cheek still swollen just that it has spreaded across my whole left side of the face.
right cheek's swelling is just at the side of the cheek bone.
it's nothing compared to left cheek.
heh.
i look like i got a punch in my left eye.
hahaha..

yesterday was chaotic.
hahaha.
relatives all came to my place to see how injured i am.
both grandmas came and gave ang baos.
aunts brought food and lotsa concerns.
i think they're more concern than i am.
the telephone in my house kept ringing non-stop.
spoke to almost all of them..
they asked me abt the accident; i've no idea.
i've got nus friends who sent email to show their concerns, how surprisingly.
i appreciate those concerns very much!!
as well as those who called, smsed, msned and tagged.
greatest thanks!!
=)

my face!!

Hmm.
Apparently right up to this point in time, I'm the one most injured.
At least the other 2 is better since they can play mahjong! hahaha.
It won't be funny if all are seriously injured right.
Looking at the situation, it should be the case too.
So.. everything's within expectations.
haha.
okay.
i'm not laughing for i'm in great pain.
every part of me is painful.
there's almost nth on my body is well and proper.
the whole body, 4 limbs, the face!
all are... like....
OMG.

holy la.
i dunno when i'll recover but just pray it's soon!
AHHHHHHHH!!

I've cried several times already.
Yups.
fuck it.

the deep cut

the cut on my leg. it is deep. at least from the look of it, i see my bone!!
hellllllllllllll

the car

for the benefit of those who wanna know how bad the situation was.

now everyone just drive with extreme care!!

The immense pain.

I'm in deep pain now after 5 hrs of sleep.
to speak the truth, i didnt even entirely sleep for the night.
whenever i make a slight movement, i can feel pain everywhere.
especially on my hip.
my right hip is extremely huge now and you see blood clotting inside.
my mum has been rubbing it for me with zambak and egg, my tears flow as the pain eats into me.
and my face.
now my left vision's semi blocked cos of the swell on my left cheek.
the swell has even spread to my entire cheek.
initially it was just below the eye and the cheekbone.
how it has spread around my eye and below the cheekbone.
i look like a doubly awful chipmunk now.
as for my right face, the part behind the jaw is aching due to whichever reason ive not realised.
my mouth cant open more than 1.5cm.
just big enuf for some fluids to go in and nothing more.

lastly, there's another bruise on my left leg which i didnt realise ytd.
the big cut on my right leg is doing fine cos i've this plaster on.
middle finger of my right hand is swollen but i still can do most of the things with it.
left arm cant lift too high, not above shoulder cos muscles are aching or whichever reason there exists.
back's aching, prolly cos of the huge impact but that's nothing major.
i'm just worried for my face.
and i'm think i gotta take mc for exams next week.
those bumps on my head didnt deswell.
i'd problem finding the right position to rest on the pillow last night.
no matter which direction i turn, there's a swell giving this intricating pain.
the pain is just too weird to describe..
but definitely not smth you wanna experience at all.
my whole body aches so badly that i cant make any big movement.
even going to the toilet is a hassle.
i've no idea how am i gonna bathe for the next few days.
my face is painful.

nooo.
nooo.
nooo.
we'll heal as the day goes by.



i'm still hestitating whether to post pics of our injuries.
okay.. anyways, just some of them.
dont get too shocked by my face.

(when in the hospital, everything looks fine.. but its not. my cheek's swollen, sab has a cut and her chest's all red.)

the cut on my leg after handling

the bruises on my right hip. DAMN PAINFUL.

this is me now. if u cant recognise. can u see the swell? i didnt take a pic of my right cheek cos it's prolly still early to see any swell.

serious accident

I'm just gonna say I got involved in a pretty serious car accident with Sab and her mum.
We were all injured.
quite badly I would say.
If sab's car was a bit lower, I would have left the world by now. PLUS i wasnt putting on seatbelt.
i was damn lucky!!!
let's hope i survive the 3 hrs observations.
I had a concussion from the accident.
short to speak, i didnt know what was going on.
i blacked out for that moment.
i only hear sab calling.. "teng teng wake up wake up.." or smth like that.
i heard voice.
the next thing i know, half of my face's gone.
swollen like a pig.
hip is swelling too.
leg has this damn big wound.
blue blacks almost everywhere.
had to inject some.. dunno what..
I'M DAMN DAMN DAMN GLAD NONE OF US LOST OUR LIVES!!
it was BAD. very bad!!!
and i refused to stay in hospital for overnight observation.
my parents will observe me.
sab has cut on her forehead, chest was terribly injured, leg had a cut.
her mum was the most serious.. need stitches.
I had 3 lumps on my head, one big cut on my leg, ONE FUCKING BIG SWELL ON MY LEFT CHEEK AND A SMALL ONE ON MY RIGHT, right hand's injured too and most part of my body are not functioning properly at this current moment.
let's hope all of us will be fine!!!
PRAY!

and please.
fucking drive with care!!
this is not a joke and u definitely wont want to experience what we just did.
JUST DRIVE WITH CARE AND ALL TIME SEATBELTS ON PLEASE.

I ALMOST DIED.
I ALMOST DIED.
WE ALMOST DIED.

no one shld see me now.
my face is just...........
out of shape?
the whole face is swollen.
i cant feel anything on my face now.
i dont think im meeting pple anytime soon.
i just need to rest and get my face back in shape.

oh yah!
the coincidental thing is that, my uncle was there when the accident took place.
he was the one who got me out of the car, sent me to hospital and all.
omgg..
everything was so timely..
including the bloody accident!
now i've no idea how many days i cant bathe and..
how long is my face gonna swell..
it was a nightmare.

HELL YEAH.
DRIVE WITH CARE

When I see the sun again

Hello World!
This is the time I see the sun again!
10.09am!
Slept for...SIXTEEN HOURS!
since 6pm ytd i started sleeping..
skipped dinner and everything else.
didn't what what was going on.
Was Mas Selamat caught within that 16hrs? hahaha
POWER LA.
i've not bathed for 2 days already.
but helll no.. i'm not smelly.
just lazy.
oh great.
there's no sun!
raining!
raining!
raining!
how to go sch!
crap.

back is aching.
must be the sleep.
i'm not feeling very good now.
sch's at 1pm later but the weather makes me wanna sleep on and on.
i can feel the bed's calling my name..
but NO.
i've 2 tutorials!
attendance taken.
though i've not done any work since i was sleeping the whole night.
but what's new.
i'm quite known for not doing tutorials ever since i was in mjc.
=)

the question now is....
should i bring an umbrella?
if i dont, how do i go sch and my laptop will be wet.
so i guess my answer's quite obvious ya.
hahaha!

damn the weather for it's not a free day from sch!

APPLAUD FOR THE SURVIVOR

Apparently we took 3 pics at butterfact and somehow this looks the most proper though i was 'cut'. hmmm.

Anyway, you guys should CLAP for me!
reason being...
I SURVIVED SCHOOL TODAY.
despite the fact I've not slept for the past >36 hrs.
i didnt die when i thot i would. =)
ONE CLAP FOR THE SURVIVOR!!
woooohooo!!
hahaha!

oh world, you'd your essential 8hrs.
it's now time for me to race back the 36hrs.
omggg.
when will i wake up again?
guess guess!!
winner gets a _____.
hahaha!
=)

Butterfactory screwed my Lit.

yup.
just ended my Lit midterm.
most of the time i was guessing the answers.
none of the answers feel familiar at all.
i know i'd be dead, and i surely am.
however, i'm pretty relieved that it's over for the time being.
that 45mins was the toughest to bear.
brain not working at optimum condition. (imagine not sleeping for more than 24 hrs then go for an exam you never prepared for, it takes courage!)
forgot to bring a reliable die with me. (it was a MCQs paper)

i was quite irresponsible for this midterm.
i actually went clubbing and came straight to sch for the test.
how smart.
if i fail this paper (which i most likely will), hell yeah.. it gotta be my own deservings.
how did i end up at butterfactory?!
i just didnt get my priority right.
and i started regreting my choice when i reached butterfact.
the crowd was too disappointing that i'd rather go swimming in spore river.
but gradually, pple start to appear.
phew.
no cute guys.
nopes.
maybe i shldnt make every clubbing session like some hunting game.
yupps.
good thing we have our own guys to make up the fun.
HELL CRAZY!
hahaha!
zouk will be more fun!
14th march!
=)

i will never never go clubbing on days i've exams at 8am.
NOOOOOOOOO.
i was irresponsible once and that's enough.
my energy level was so low that i slept in sab's car till my mum called me.
i'm gonna get it from her later.
maybe she shld start grounding me.
i need some discipline, im not behaving on my own.

i've gotta research for my marketing project soon.
proj meeting's at 12 later and i've not done anything.
i dun wanna be irresponsible again.
this sucks.
totally.

okay.
i'm quite impressed with my ability to structure a coherent post despite mind is already in hibernating mode.
if only i'm this clever for my test 50mins ago.
=\

poor sabby

Hais.
If you've read Sab's blog, you would have known that everything between her and her Mr 'I' is over for good.
She's sad.
and nothing I can do or say to cheer her up though she doesnt appear moody or depressed..
but I know she is.
this is probably the first time i see her putting so much emotions and effort into a friendship hoping to turn it into a relationship.
i've no idea what's that guy thinking.
he's confused?!
confused over?
hmm.
and make sabby so sad.
however, i'm not allowed to "discriminate" this guy cos sab's too protective.
just as i thought she finally found someone she's willing to spend her jobless days with, something so crapped has to happen.

hmm.
dont sad, sabby!
i'm here.
u shall go butterfact and get another nice guy.
=)

ps: i swear at the end of the day, everyone will be blaming sab for this. I SWEAR!

3rd post on the day

woah.
this is probably the 6th post of the day from all my blogs.
blogspot, livejournal and wordpress.
amazing.
do i really have so much to say?

anws..
i'm finally getting hang of my econs!
I FRIGGIN' UNDERSTAND THE NOTES FINALLY.
HAHAHA.
but..
i've some problems with differentiation.
forgot all my product rule, quotient rule and everything else.
ahhhh!

Sorry I didn't like it.

Read Sab's blog and that certainly didn't make me feel good or anything.
I know she's feeling lousy too.
She made this blogskin for me and she's now suffering from backaches but here I am, complaining that I dislike it.
She didnt feel appreciated but I do. I do appreciate that!!

BUT..
I just really don't like it.
plus the pics are not even loading on explorer. ughs

I'd my trust in her to make me something I like and this is what it turned out to be.
Who's more sad?
Me or her?
Both.

i dunno...
i really dunno..
and she's gonna leave it here...
till she's happy to remove it..
i'll let her have her way since i dont even have my old blogskin.

maybe i shldn't have requested for blogskin at the first place.
i DIDNT pressurise her!
i REQUESTED.
ahhhhhhhhh!!

I WANT MY OLD TEMPLATE BACK!

the title says it all.
hahaha

2nd post on 2nd march

just came back from coffee bean with sab and aggie.
i gotta say smth!
agnes has weird definition of cute guys!
hahaha!

and i have some serious communication problem that needs to be solved ASAP!
help?
HELP!!

P plate and A level

HAHA!
exactly one year ago, this day was extremely important to me.

2nd March...
the day, I passed my driving with 18pts.
the day, I scraped through A Level with 54pts.
HAHA!

Who needs P plate? Mine's available!
and the 2 SLs shld shut up. LOL.
I know one never even put up the P plate ever since he got his license on 31st Jan and the other one removed on 21st Feb.
hahaha..

Today, 2nd March, I gotta worry for midterms!
AHHHHHH.

and I met my ex-student while having breakfast just now.
she greeted me Miss Ong.
soooo... how shld i put it?
erms.. I'm still greeting pple Mr/Ms ABC and calling me Miss Ong makes me feel old.
whatevers.

=)

one term's over

1st March. (though my analog watches showed 30th)

It's already one term through 2008 and I didn't even feel it was that long.

In me, 2008 just started and I can't believe one school sem is coming to an end without me realising it.

Time flies faster as you age.

The next thing I know, I'll be in Hongkong!

hahaha!

There's this travel fair at Expo until tmr.

cannot find a time to go there.

Sab has proj meeting today and I gotta lock myself up tmr to mug for midterm on monday and wednesday.

For the next 2 months before sem 2 ends, i'll be sooo sooo soooo busy with everything.

with sch work most of the time.

gotta do smth abt my CAP.

at least maintain it there.

i can't imagine if it continues to fall.

despite that I don't quite like NUS yet, I don't wish to be expelled.

oh great.

friends ard me have all graduated.

most are not looking for jobs...

hahaha..

i'm still..........SCHOOLING.

perfecto!