attitude.

another saturday passed. and recalling wat i have done today.. maths maths maths and more maths. my frens and i were supposed to meet 11 at downtown mac.. but in da end.. all were late.. esp joce.. she was 2 hrs late lar.. but tat was expected of her.. usually she wld be 3-4 hrs late la.. today was rather an exception.. hahaha.. okok.. n we mug mug mug mug mug. i ended my day here blogging.

let me tell you guys smth.. i'm WORRIED for my promos.. i've not had tis kind of feelings for the past 10 yrs of education.. i dunno why the feeling is so strong tis time. maybe perhaps i've proven myself big big wrong during the mid-yr.. the chances of getting retain in the past was so minute tat i wldnt even tot of it! but now, things look different. every moment, retain is an issue in my mind. althou sometimes i believed tat the sch wont be tat harsh and merciless to retain innocent kids.. but well.. its MJc.. yup.. none other than Mjc..

the reasons why Mjc is improving at such fast pace is bcos they've been pushing their poor lil students. the sch doesnt give u any pressure.. but the environment does. you are competing urself against the others every single day n minute. therefore, its not surprising to see the sch performing so well.. the students did it all.

the big big worry in me is gonna evade soon.. jus another week.. 1 more week to go. n all worries will soon be gone. cos by tt time, i'm in no position to ask for anytink or do anytink. the verdict will soon be out. it'll be written in black n white.. theres nth i can do anymore. tats when fate lead its way..

its getting late.. lets all turn in.. nitesss

jc life..

all sorts of feelings are rushing in me now.. i've been rather tired tis week. n its onli wed lar.. i'm not sure why.. one thing tat i can guarantee is tat i'm WORRIED. for my promos of course. tats like nothing is as big deal as promos lar.. every where u go.. every thing u hear.. u see ppl mugging for promos.. u hear ppl toking abt promos. see, tis is how fooking big deal promos can be.

wat worst is tat after the big promos. theres still 2 others big shots coming. 1 the chinese AO level. 2 the PW!!!! since when after the final yr exams, u gotta mug for other stuffs. let me tell u, yes. in JC, there is such thing! unreasonable it maybe.. suffering all tat.. but since u've decided to set foot into a jc. u see urself thru all these.

theres smth needed to do to change the mentality of all the sec 4 students. in their mind, they've a very stupid thinking tat jc is fun..anyway, its jus another higher level of sec sch ya.. i've got tis type of thinking too..until i see everything for myself.. so, let me get tis into ur head. ITS NOT!! jc aint as fun as it seems. u only see the glory after u graduate successfully. no one will notice the amt of hard work u put in. they assumed tat it is suppose to be tat way.

to those ppl whom u tink u like jc life n r able to live thru it. come n challenge it urself. i promise not to laugh when i hear u complaining. i mean complaining is inevitable. me, too, complains. u jus need to de-stress urself. but think before u make ur decision whether jc is a place for you.. if u arent the studious type. oh pls. nv step into a jc. u gonna make urself miserable.

lantern celebrations..

sox had an early lantern celebrations ytd at pasir ris park.. i mean sox is a bunch of wreckers la.. we burnt candles, sparkles n papers at east coast last year.. n tis yr.. we did the same damage to pasir ris park.. i pity the cleaners la.. however, i din cause any damage to the park tis yr.. i stayed clear frm all the smokes.. i cant afford to let my cells die at tis moment.. precious precious..

depsite being wreckers to the environment.. sox is also a great spoiler of first impression.. i mean.. sox is much more hiong-er den other cliques.. our conversations are harsh n senseless.. we dun spare a tot for others. we're leaving in our world own.. we know nth abt outside world.. perhaps its time we shld instil a better image in front of others. our way of doing things is too much i guess.. the way sox speak is uncouth.. so, its not surprising tat others regard us as a gang huh?

we cant let tis continue.. we r a grp of ppl enjoying life out there.. althou we mean no harm.. but we shld at least spare a tot for ppl tat r unfamiliar wit us.. i dun tink ppl can accept such rowdy grp of ppl.. we shld improve for the better.. the society is not gonna tolerate such behaviors..

one more week has passed.. 2 more weeks to my promos.. i suppose its the most crucial period of my life.. once is enuf.. torturous enuf.. poor me.. y do i have to put myself thru all this?!! okok.. i chose tis path.. i bear the responsibility..

hmm.. study study study.. byess

not my day..

thursday. today is thursday. thursday is a sucky day. thursday is a super long day. thursday is not my day. wtf. i jus hate thursday. every thurs i'll be like totally exhausted after sch la. i'm tired of it. hais.. 2 more mths.. and it'll be over..

thursday is also an unlucky day. wat do i have to face all the nonsense from my frens.. why why why.. i mean esp my class peeps.. tis is getting out of hand.. man..

hmmm.. 2 more weeks to promos.. no joking matter now.. mug like hell is wat i need to do.. wheres my life?!?!?! i lost the meaning of life. i need a life. i dun wan promos. i dun mean to grumble. i cant help it.

the worst part is tat i got 4 assignments to be handed up tmr.. n guess wat.. i onli completed 1!!! 1 pathetic one.. summore my fren do half of them for me!! hais.. i'm a goner..

my life is in a mess. my life is an issue to everybody. why is tis so. aiya.. sleep matters most now.. bye.. nitesss

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wats going on man.. wats wit everybody.. stop questioning me like a criminal pls.. i've not committed any sins. and dun make me sounds like i'm a liar to yall.. i'm hiding nothing. NOTHING!! really..

today is so interesting la.. my whole class kena thrown out of econs lecture la.. infront of 500 peeps.. we were late for 10 mins cos of GP test.. den the ku ku woman throw us out.. not only we din blame her.. we thank her so much!! tats wat u actually wan.. before tat my class were saying tat we pon econs together.. haha.. who knows tat it came true.. so true.. n its not pon la. we din play truant.. we were thrown out!!! wooohoooo

okok.. i'm so tired today.. going to sleep le.. bye bye bye

updates.

wats there to update? daily life? isnt tat boring. and tats not wat blogs suppose to be. but anyway.. theres nth for me to blog abt too..

my life is the same everyday. sch, sch, sch n more SCH!! thank god tat i enjoy sch.. or else i wld be dead my now.. hahaha.. i'm tired today. mentally tired n physically active. oh. i learnt folk dance today. hahaha.

if u wan me to tok abt love life.. tats out of qn. lol.. i'll update u privately.. i dun need publicity.. wahahaha. oh no wait. theres nth to update u for the time being. hahaha. i onli got promos to worry for now.. n its a fucking big deal compared to anythin. fuck it.

ok. i'm tired. i'm crapping. i'm laming. i'm leaving. bye

new skin..

look at tis beautiful skin here.. its done by sabby.. onli she has the time to do all tis crap.. hahaha.. but its a job well done huh?? lol

but she made a big mistake.. i dun like studying.. i love sch!! enjoy studying.. difference from i like studying k... hahahaha

corruption is leading..

tis is fast.. my hols is ending in 3 hrs time.. and recalling wat i've done tis week is basically mugging at home or sch.. rather no life, but i dun have a choice. thinking back, tis is the onli hols which i spent studying ya.. and wat!! my fren jus told me tat there's econs test tmr.. hahaha.. n i'm blogging rite here.. cool ar..

k la.. i got nth to say.. i'm lazy to type.. too many things happened.. its gonna take abt pages if i blog.. so.. forget it.. bye..

diasters.

wats wrong wit the world today? diasters everywhere.. even the strongest country US is falling into parts.. does it signifies that the world is coming to an end? i hope not.. at least after i've completed my studies.. so tat all these years are not wasted ya..

alrite.. tis week suppose to be my sept hols as usual. but tis yr is exceptionally different. i bet next year will be the same too.. busy mugging for promos is the main task throughout tis hols. and i gotta say tat time is running out. today is alr wed.. n i dunno wat makes me tink tat its onli tues.. see.. so fast.. half the hols is gone.. n i've onli completed chem.. there's still econs n maths.
how may i suppose to finish them within this week.

at least for now i know tat last minute work is jus as good as dun work. u wont see results. okok.. i needa sleep now.. there's time trial tmr.. good nites!!

ps: mumps is a like of virus disease tat cause painful swelling around the neck. it can get very serious n turn u into a hamster!! beware!!

rainy day.

after watching the superstar repeat, i can onli reaffirm tat kelly is so so so so much better den wl. not tat wl is tat lousy, jus tat kelly is too good an opponent for him.

it has been raining for the past 2 days ya.. guess weather is turing cold.. do wear more.. and take care.. peeps going for exams tis week, All e Best.. do ur best n there'll be no regrets!! dun make careless mistakes k.. check ur papers thoroughly.. GOOD LUCK!!

superstar??

oh man. wl is the superstar la. wth.. kelly is obviously better den him.. how can he jus take away the title from kelly?!?!?! tis world aint tat unfair afterall.. he's blind.. he's a superstar. it gotta be all the sympathy votes from those aunties la.. those aunties are like crazy over him.. dots.. as i've said, he wldnt have make it so far if he wasnt blind. but anyway.. both got the contracts, n kelly's record company is universal.. which is better den wl's.

kelly will make it big one day!! n wl, perhaps ytd was his onli big day? i dun tink he can make it as far as kelly.. kelly has the voice.. wl? sympathy votes? alrite.. i shant aggravate anymore.. or else wl's fans gonna whack me up soon.. no matter wat, KELLY RAWKS!!

oh well.. i din attend sch today.. not tat i cldnt wake up or wat.. jus tat i dun feel like going.. anyway, there's onli 1 maths lect today.. the rest all tutorials.. so, shldnt be a prob i guess.. i needa complete my integration tutorial.. i needa revise thoroughly for my promos! i wont be given a second chance. i muznt make mistake.