all rounder

i've been reflecting and thinking alot recently abt everything and anything. but wat struck me hardest is the way how people manage and balance. i'm not trying to be an extremist but i jus gotta admit that no single soul is a well-balanced person. regardless in wat aspects of life. no one can manage every aspects well.

you may be successful in ur studies; often u'll miss out all the fun out dere or u'll miss out a grp of frens and can no longer keep them by ur side. this is a dark side of life. in a way u're successful, on the other hand, u lose the whole world. there's always a price to pay.

there's no perfect situation in this world.
there's always opportunity cost.
to gain smth, u lose out smth.
that's part and parcel of life..

but wateva it is, dun make urself sound low.

maths block test

wat a shitty day to start with?!!!

the maths block test!!

shld have taken mc for goodness sake..

sitting thru the paper is like digging my own grave!

there's NO 1 qn that i seriously can do or know how to do!!

omg!! NO ok! NO!!

all qns are like not here not dere..

know 1st part cant do latter part..

cant figure the first, most of the time cant do latter part..

how to pass?!!?!?!

luckily i din spend my hols mugging..

otherwise i'll be like so damn angry now..

cos even if i study, i doubt i know how to do it..

so... HECK ar..

it's onli block test afterall..

wat more comes after tat is gonna be fun..

HOHO.

last paper tmr.. CHEM!!

i know the paper is difficult. i know.

but still..have to get at least an E..

so... i'll study after my afternoon nap..

after the paper tmr??

SQUASH!!!!!!!!!

SQUASH!!!!!!!!!

SQUASH!!!!!!!!!

oh ya.. outta a sudden everyone jus disappear..

interesting ar..

underwater world!! i'm coming!!

turtle.

its jus a simple qn, should i or should i not?
it makes hell lotsa difference.
turtle.

deaddd...

as far as i know, i'm DEAD.

boring day.

bored.

jus feel like blogging but there's nth tat i wanna particularly mention.
except that there's one issue tat i've learned thru tv ytd nite..
i was quite taken aback upon that.

the show was talking abt BGR.. but not those common ones..
they were talking abt gays.. and affairs.. and those weird weird relationships..
and the host starts to give a factual example of her fren..

the story goes:
wife and husband married wit a son..
one day, the husband confess to wife that he's in love with another man..and for the past 10 yrs of their marriage, he doesnt love her at all. due to him being the onli son in his family, he had to continue the family line, thus gotta get married n fulfill the child-bearing responsibility that lies solely on him..
wife upon hearing tat cldnt believe wat said was true.. but eventually accept the fact that her husband is a gay. she even allow the man to move in and live under the same roof.
wife told the man that, he's the onli guy that her husband ever love. in order to bring her husband happiness, 3 + 1 child live under the same roof..
the wife displayed true love. the fact tat her husband doesnt love her and instead, in love wit a man, she proves that true love exists..

well.. how many of us wld actualli do wat the wife has done?? imagine, ur husband/wife confess to u that he/she is in love with another man/woman.. how wld u react??? divorce?? sacrifice?? like wat the wife in the story did??
i believe most of ppl wun be able to display true love when encounter such prob.. the common solution wld be leave the husband together with the child. am i right?
who da hell wld allow the gay to move in and share ur husband??! imagine sharing ur husband with another man?!?! tat doesnt make sense.
my admiration goes to the wife..

women are always at the losing when comes to relationship..
it will never be the case where man n woman share equal status in a relationship..
perhaps it cld be in terms of abilities and performances at work but when it comes to r/s.. sorry to women..
why are guys allowed to have multiple affairs and not being treated otherwise and ladies are not allowed.. ladies often face severe consequences when found having affairs.. this is an obvious case of inequality..
guys are forgiven easily and not ladies..
ladies once caught betraying their r/s, they will be labelled 'bitch', 'slut', 'cheap', bla bla bla..
all the nasty critics thrown at the ladies..
how abt guys?? caught betraying r/s?? the whole world will seem to forgive them. all lousy excuses like 'it was a moment of impulse', 'i was jus fooling ard n having fun n wasnt serious at all', bla bla bla...seem to be a reasonable act due to low EQ.
if a lady try using such excuses, she'll be smack right into her face.

afterall, its another unfair n bias side of human nature.. theres no one to point finger to. it comes with us naturally..

sentosa 12.03.06

SUN BURN SUN BURN SUN BURN!!!!!!!!

cannot make it lar.. tot i wun suffer frm sun burn this time round.

ALAMAK!!!

wonder wat happened to the sentosa's sun last sunday.. so hot.. the sunray is like piercing thru my skin and i can really feel the sensation. oh ya.. we tried kayaking too!!!

kayaking may seem easy, but i can tell u its not. absolutely NOT!

sab n me cldnt coordinate at ALL! lol..

we tried the correct kayaking method. n of cos we din succeed. den we tried the dragon boat style. again, it failed.. last resort, we do a higher level way of kayaking- the reverse style; somehow it worked better the "supposed" ways.. LOL

we took abt 10 mins to kayak 200m. having the thought tat the rest of the sox is laughing at us mercilessly, we hand over the boat to hg n kw.. and as much as i din expect, they totally cock up the whole process of kayaking. 2 dragon boat-ers cant even manage 2 oars.. wat more do u expect frm 2 netballers.. i'm proud to declare that sab n me do better den hg n kw!!

LOL.

another climax tat took place wld be our crappy talks.. talking abt certain issues (censored) tat i dun wish to elaborate..cos detailed description equate to vague visualisation..therefore, its for those who were there to enjoy and those werent to feel the urge to know.. muahahahas.. hopefully no one blogs abt it in their blog ar.. but somehow i tink those talks dun seem to be constructive at all.. it seems to be intruding into privacy. however, we seem to be enjoying every bit of it, totally.. ironic but true.. HAHA

leaving sentosa at ard 5?? took a cab to kallang airport for dinner. my god. KALLANG AIRPORT-an interesting and memorable spot for a few of us.. tat shall remain a secret. an open secret. hahaha. it has been 18 mths since we last went there. time really flies.

the gers din really have an enjoyable dinner.. in fact, the dinner took place under pressuring conditions. cos...we ordered too much!!!!!! our orders basically doubled the guys'. in the end had to dump ( in a nicer form, give) all the unwanted n unfinished food to the guys. HAHA. gd thing to have guys ard..

and that leave us to take bus back to tamp. somehow i din really concentrate on the conversations done in the bus due to inadequate sleep and painfulnesss.. UNTIL, when the bus is going to reach, interesting topic starts to set in.. spent another abt 2 hrs crapping at int mac..

den its really time for me to go home n rest.. n prepare myself for the GP block test today.

for GP block test, i did e qn on : 'Regardless of race, language or religion' Does your society live up to this ideal? i went on and on abt the essay till i've got not enuf time to check. my grammar, spelling, tenses sure die! but hopefully everything dun backfire.. den moved on to paper 2.. the AQ is tough ok. really tough! n the summary isnt any easy too. *pray hard*

alright, time to start revision. report time: 9.43pm.

tmr 10 am squash!!!!! burns n sweats equate to more pain.