spell fucked up

READY FOR SCHOOL.

1 hr of tutorial and 3 hrs of break and 30mins of tutorial then home.

OMG.

3hrs of break just to attend a 30mins tutorial.

Oh my....

hilda and i will be gg vivo to shop within that 3hrs.
and i'll buy my shoes if still available.
i'm having sore throat and slight flu. erm, you dont have to remind me cny is coming.
i know i know.
bad timing.
i think i'm dropping out of nus.
too stressful for me.
econs equations are haunting me!!
leave me alone arses.

good thing today is last day of sch for the week.
still...
THERE'RE SO MANY READINGS TO DO OVER THE WEEKEND.

annoyed.

OMG. MACROECONS

FUCK.
I know it's rude to start a post like that but, helplessness is all over me.
I guess I'm DEAD for this sem.
Had my second MACROECONS lecture just now and I was LOST right from the beginning.
My whole idea of economics as theories, evaluations and trends have now become MATHS and equations incorporating differentiation and some very complicated graphs!!
1 equation has about 4 unknowns and we're supposed to solve.
OHMYGODDDD.
Why did Maths come back to me with higher difficulty?
Tried to read TB (cos ive read the lect notes for as many times as i could & still don't understand a shit) and do tutorial, but, I'm just stucked.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH MACROECONS.
everything is so difficult now.
I just don't understand.
Meanwhile, I'll see how dead I can get.
AHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh.

getting emo and all fucked up with econs, i met up with sab and agnes to watch sweeney todd - johnny depp's new movie.
a very gross movie and that explains the M18.
overall it was pretty enjoyable if you love blood or depp.
hahaha.

I just want my bed RIGHT NOW!
pissed. helpless. disappointed. depressed.
So the question now is.. if I don't major in Econs, what else?

DON'T PISSED ME WITH FOREIGN MATHS!
i'm in fass.

Again, FUCK LA!

casual chats are usually the best

When we were young & free....LOOK AT MY BLACK HAIR. omg.

Just got back home from coffee bean with sab as usual.
Talked about things happening ard us and how we've changed and all.
Hitting the big 2 this year is really not a funny issue.
To see that life's still as aimless, not trying hard to achieve anything.
how do I want my life to be in 5 years' time?


We talked about friends. Her friends and my friends.
No doubts, we've both met pretty good friends in our respective schools and how they've brighten up our days.
Talked about weird individuals we've met these years. How their behaviors reflect on them as a person and sometimes, realised how screwed up those people are. Are we just not wild enough?
As we grow, we're exposed to more things and people seemed to be more willing to share, whether or not it's appropriate. Soon, things will spread and rumours born.
We've have been living in this world filled with all sorts of people.
nice, mean, kind, evil, honest, hypocrite, friendly, cunning, cheerful, emo, so on and on..
and we humans are skeptical by nature.
I've gotta admit that there're several friends whom I used to dislike before I got to know them. As I got to know them better, they're pretty fun friends to have around and what others say about them can be totally untrue. I've also realised some friends are not what they seemed to be. As you get to know them better, you see their flaws and when they get comfortable with you, all their nonsense bullshits start to appear and that's really a great turn off. Fortunately, I've met more of the former cases. At the same time, we can't run away from the fact that all of us are faking a front for others and of course, it is necessary; just don't over do it. Being too nice sometimes isnt really a good thing when people start to make use of it. Overly humble is a sign of arrogance. Exceptionally kind to undeserving souls are just fake. So people, if you wanna hide, do it well.


We talked about relationships and how relationships nowadays are getting sexual. We've heard more than enough stories to conclude that relationships ARE involving something sexual. Many may not feel the way we do and casual sex becomes common among friends. Morally, it is wrong; there's no way to argue abt it. However, as society liberalised-intentionally or not, younger generations take such issue as daily affair. As lightly as holding hands. Other uprising trends are the practice of homosexuality and abnormal sexual habits. The sight of lesbians and gays on streets behaving intimately is just wrong. Personally, I'm not against homosexuals but, as matter of fact, it's not the usual practice. And sexual relationships should never be encouraged especially those sec sch kids. They're just too young to handle any consequences that might pop out anytime. sigh.


We talked about alot more. But the crux of the convo is as above-mentioned. Casual talks can be meaningful and thoughts-triggering too. =)


OMG.
less than 5 hrs of sleep and i've gotta go sch. sucks. LIFE.
goodnight.
=)

the super long quene at clementi interchange waiting for bus 96 (the only bus to NUS) fyi, the queue doesnt end at there. it's longer than the queue for hello kitty and donuts add tgt.

while under the hot sun waiting for bus, i spotted this mazda 2. =)

My tuesday morning was pretty crappy.
woke up late for sch, bought a packet of milk and took the train.
on the train while reading my book and drinking the milk..
this lady beside me told me off.
she told me i'm not to drink in the train.
LIKE WTH.
i didnt spill all over please....
i know im not right to drink on the train, but i dont deserved to be told off.
and the 'no eating and drinking' sign is for those who cant keep the trains clean.
eat/drink and leave the rubbish behind.
HELLO AUNTIE, I NEVER LITTER/DIRTY THE TRAIN LA.

anyways, just ended my Lit tutorial. was 20mins late due to the blooody queue.
the tutor was late too. she prolly took the bus before me.
and somehow, i find her bimbotic.
or is it that all Literary graduates are like that.
they seem like they're reciting poems all the time they speak.
it gets annoying sometimes.
but.
literature is kinda fun.
compared to the rest of my modules.
which has maths all over.
i thought i'm in arts?
crap.

ugh.
another 45mins of tutorial to go and i'm done with sch today.
=)

I think school is really driving me crazy.

too many thousands things to do.

the modules I'm taking this sem are great killers.

tutorials are starting tmr.

Literature tutorial smacked right into my face in the early morning never make things better.

New Media is coming up with this project for NUS SECOND LIFE.

attended the briefing earlier on and the game feels like The Sims.

I'm gonna suggest to build Coffee Bean at NUS fass.

and 8 hrs of sleep is really optimum.

gonna hide under my blanket already, feeling emo

I told you it's SCH!

Suddenly, I just hate studying.

namecard

the namecard sab made for me. :)

hai.

i've got sch later.

shit it.

running late.

BRB!

stubborn me

I was stubborn enough not to listen to Sab and there goes $500.

FUCKING EXCITING LA!

quit 4D everyone!!

yet another saturday

fast and faster.
it's saturday again.
i love weekends.
LIKE TOTALLY?
cos i've no sch.
but the amount of work piling up in front of me is getting higher and higher.
i promised myself to start on marketing, instead, i skipped the marketing lecture.
looks like im getting another screwed up CAP this sem.

O level's results released a mth earlier than usual.
my cousin took 10 subjects and only had 3 Bs, the rest are As.
the thing is, she doesnt wanna go jc.
i strongly encouraged meridian jc la.
it's good what.
at least you don't have to worry about your entry to university.
it's more or less secured.
i'm one good live example.
play throughout 2 yrs, see more Os and Fs than others, fear of retaining, fear of not making into uni.. mugged for prelims but still no results.
BUT, all that are just process!
end results still sweet.
and since my cousin is someone willing to study and mug, it shldnt be a problem at all.
hmmmm..

Climbing bukit timah hill soon.
the monkeys over there shld recognise me by now.
i've been a faithful regular for the past 3 weeks.
=D

i've been losing mahjong.
but the best part is, i still wanna play.
what's wrong with me?
too much money to lose issit.
my wallet barely have enough to pay for meals now.
=/

tiredddddddddddd

hahaha.
if you realise, i made 2 typos in my previous post.
the first sentence that is.
LOL!

anyways, i terribly need sleep now.
BRB

name for my son

I've just thought of a name for my son and my Sab thought of the name of her son.

My son will be....DARYL NATHANIEL *whatever surname my husband has*

Sab's son will be....ZATHIER JANS *some goateeman will be her husband*

we can't think of any names for daughters.
so i'll just have sons.
hahaha.
=)

27 dresses

I look......not me in this photo but i know stef loves this! haha

I do have my funny moments too. LOL!

I bet this was taken 2 years ago. haha

crap. just came back from movie with sab.
watched 27 dresses. quite nice.
loitered around town to know that i cant find my cute shoes.
bad.

eyes almost closing.
good night
:)

skipped

skipping marketing lecture later for a good cause.

=)

I hate the idea of having 8am lecture!

to make matters worse, it's 2am now.

I gotta wake up at 6am to be in time for sch.

yes, the ugly side of sch life.

Every wednesdays will be fucked up!

wed's packed from 8am to 4pm.

to top it off, we should always expect the worst weather and unduly jammed up traffic on the road.

FUCKED UP.

mrt broke down

Today was a bad Monday simply becos the stupid MRT broke down from pasir ris to tanah merah.
Suddenly, I'm lost.
I've no frigging idea how I should make my way to sch.
now I admit the blooody MRT is important in my life, esp when I've bought concession to it.
Had to take a shuttle bus from pasir ris to tanah merah to catch a train to clementi.
It sucks and that's all I have to say.

Bought textbooks for this sem and I hate paying so much for something I won't read.
Bought them just becos it's module's requirement.
I spent 200bucks today unknowingly.
Sch is bad. Textbooks are hell gifts.
Attended 2 lectures today, most of the time listening and copying notes but at the end of it, know nothing.
perfecto! (new word from sab)
hahahaha.

I can't wait for 2010 to come.
I wanna graduate asap.
everyone is graduating, but not me.
wells, tmr is free day at home packing my room and gonna read thru marketing tb.
I wanna be hardworking and it'll start with marketing.
=)

Esprit is a scam!
ugh.
18%, 20% and 28%!
bloody scams!
and i didnt buy my super cute shoes, ran out of sizes.
how sucky can life get?

the true mistake

Being read through Sab's post about mistakes had me thinking about mistakes I've made, intentionally or not.
Up to date, I've only made one mistake that I wish I never did.
I've let down this nice guy 2 years back and when I think about it now, I feel "guilty" towards him.
I'll leave the details out cos I don't think it's meant to be made known to everyone anyway.
Since then, I've not met anyone nicer and better.
He's one guy to treasure but I failed to and whining about it now won't change the future or undo whatever I've done.
I'll leave things as they are now.
Fortunately, we're still friends and I'm happy with that.
=)

----

Was at vivo with mum and aunt, bought some stuffs but not enough.
Later on, sab and jason came over to meet me.
I was almost dead when they came.
I'm lacking of sleep terribly and the best part is, I can't sleep for long.
There's something on my mind disturbing me.
don't bother asking what is it cos i dunno what's bothering me either.
just something.
something i've no idea about.
sch barely started and i'm cursing it all day.
ughhhhh.
sch.....clementi......sch........clementi.........sch!!!

what can i say?

i came to this page and suddenly, i just have nothing to say.
too many things have happened.
and cny is coming.
i need holidays.
i think sch is making me emo.
you seriously have no idea how much i hate to travel that far 4 days a week!
i've no idea why can't i get over this since im already at sem 2.
i set into depression each day when i have to go sch.
this sucks.
and that's life.

i'm tired from the buzzling city, let's go somewhere peaceful and stress free.
sometimes, nature is not that bad.
in spore, bukit timah hill is the best you can get.
it doesnt pay to be a nature-lover in spore.
you get nth out of it.
we've gotta love stress and hectic schedule!
this is life in spore.
if ever my children wanna study overseas, i'll gladly allow them to do so..
education system here is crap!

bukit timah hill again

hahaha.
i skipped marketing lecture this morning.
i wonder how sick can nus get.
fancy having make up lect for cny today.
ON A SATURDAY.
whatever it is, i'm too sick to travel all the way cos i reached home at 3am this morning.
mahjong at sab's room.
and definitely not advisable.
but if u get free supper in return, it's not that bad.
hahaha.
what am i so random??
anyways, we're climbing the bukit timah hill again.
saturday shld always be spent so healthily.
strongly encouraging those with a car.
esp referring to a yellow mazda 3 zhnged and alll...
go and do exercise la.
HAHAHAHAHA.

okay.
waiting for sab to pick me & jason up.
then pick agnes from bugis.
that's the thing to be the one driving.
you're always the first to leave hse and definitely the last to be home.
how poor thing.
henceforth, i've decided to pull away my backseats.
leaving one passenger seat so that i've company while driving and sending one person back is obviously faster and more petrol economy than sending a full car of passengers back.
so...
on cny's visitings, i'm picking only 1 person.
hahahaha..
oh btw, this is not selfish. it's called lazy.
after saying so much..
you guys probably take it as a joke.
and i'll definitely continue to drive ppl ard.
hahaha..

so, i've this plan that benefits both parties.(drivers and passengers)
passengers will have to pay driver and amount's adjustible depending on the destination. however, if passengers happen to be drivers too, they can choose to be exempted from paying unless they're sure not to be passengers at any time. which happen to turn out that.. most SOX are drivers. so.. i've something to make this plan effective. we use the vouchers system. drivers will give drivers like say 10 vouchers each for free. and everytime we take a car, one voucher is used. when all vouchers are used, drivers start paying too. GOOD IDEA?
yes! i'm implementing it.
hahahaha.
objections? you can't.

Substantial example would be like:
4 ppl now are taking my car. Sabby, Sher, Zhengxi, James. 4 of them, 2 are drivers (Sab, james). which means they'll have 10 vouchers from me so they will be using their vouchers while sher and zx pay cash.

so pple now you got an idea already?
hahaha.

hmmm.
ytd's mahjong took the longest time ever to complete.
like 4 hrs play 1 round?
professionals like me almost died.
hahahaha.
however, jason..u need to play more mans!
losing money is the initial step to winning big bucks.
=D

never been so tired

I guess I've been grumbling abt how tired I feel for this entire week.
and things are not getting any better.
I can sleep anytime as long as I'm allowed to.
I've never been so tired before in my life.
hahaha.
that's exaggerating, but fact is, i'm tired.

gonna play mahjong later.
since sch started, i've been a good student.
diligently attending all lectures.
as far as possible pay attention.
obediently stay home every night. (means no late nights)
yups.
i've been good this week.
so i'm gonna enjoy myself tonight, mahjong is stress reliever.
although i'm still tired..
but mj addiction is stronger.

Btw.. for those who are interested in my tutorial slots.

-EC2102 T(DW3)
-EN1101E T(DW3)
-MKT1003 T(C15)
-NM2219 T(DW4)
-SSA2205 T(DW4)

those tutorials are not finals yet. but they're the best to fit my crazily packed timetable. hahaha.

and yes.
dyed my hair.
like i say, green and purple!
hahaha.

tired exhausted fatigue dead

If you see me now, my eyes are prolly closing.
I just slept for 20mins in front of my laptop.
I am this tired.
It's the travelling that made me so tired.

TIRED

earlier on went to Biz sch for lecture.
it was marketing.
make up lect for cny is on this coming Sat.
i'm thinking whether to attend.

gonna dye my hair green & purple.
brain's malfunctioning.
=(

Oh anyways, pls watch the following video. It is damn funny and I wonder what's with NTU students. HAHAHAHA. I never thot sporean students are so daring in giving comments and feedbacks. LOL

wooohoo

SMRT finally did something to their benches and now, they're suitable for sitting unlike those you always slide down from. FINALLY. hahaha

I'm going sch for another lect later at 2pm.
For the whole of this week, I've been going sch just for one lecture.
holy sickening.
anyways, sch is not as bad yet.
But I'll be attending marketing lecture alone later.
wtc.
who else is taking marketing thurs lect too?!!
as well as macroecons analysis?!!
I've no friends for this 2 lectures.
Very sadddddddddddddd.
hahahaha..

Oh ya, I officially dropped TS and they promised to refund me half of the points i used to bid for it. sadly, i only used 1 point to bid for it. so by rights, i shld get 0.5 pt back, but i was given none. what a cheat. but its 1 pt anyways. i have lotsa 1 pt. hahaha! I'll be doing Eng Lit for the whole of this sem. That's the only mod I think is the easiest among all other humanities modules which doesnt include Geography as one. (if u guys are wondering why didnt i do geog as humans, thats the reason)
hahaha.

I'm gonna have cup noodles for lunch and after sch I needa get Lit books!
crappps.

trying to come up with the best timetable is by far my biggest headache. i dun wanna come sch early but Lit lect is on thurs 8am! which means... after mambo, i'll crash friends' hall to stay. haha

green flops

I am tired.

But, I'm missing on something.

Anyhow, I'll drop dead immediately cos..

I'm TIRED.

I'm choking on modules overload.

omgggg...

japan and spore

It was hard getting up this morning for lesson at 10am.
Almost died.
hahaha..
haven't been waking up at this kinda hour since 3 months ago.
I simply slept throughout the whole train ride and when I woke up, I was at queenstown.
Sometimes taking the train during rush hour aint a bad thing.
Drove the car to sch ytd (the jam back was ridiculous) at 4pm for theatre studies and I'm pretty sure that I'm dropping the module.
In fact, regardless of anything, I'm dropping the module.
I'm not the cut for drama and plays and anything related to visual arts.
So, I bidded for Eng Literature.
Yah. hahaha. I thot I wld never do Lit too.
but.. NUS is getting me into facing all these shits.
I guess Lit is not as tough as TS.
I might love poems eventually.
hahaha.
Having 'Japan and Spore' lect now and it'll end early.
Another futile trip to sch.
Going to bookshop to get this book for this mod.
heard that it 30 over bucks.
UGHS.

watched national treasure with sab, sher, agnes and jason ytd.
went out without a car.
took a cab to and back.
EXPENSIVE!
my concession started, ask me out in public transports!
i will.
hahahaha..

i'm going shopping later.
=)

do i have a car to sch?

If you're only focusing on Sab in this pic, look again. You might be enlighten, HAHA

Despite me not being able to sleep last night, I woke up pretty early this morning.
Lecture later is at 4pm.
Still thinking whether should make a trip down for an hour of theatre studies.
To make things worse, I bought my train & bus concession ytd, but somehow it's only starting on 16th jan.
So.. I'm still paying normal adult fares. I'm paying close to 6bucks for a lecture that I'm not gonna pay attention to.
Pathetically broke this week.
By rights I should be feeling rich cos I just received my tuition pay.
Amazingly, I only see 19bucks in my wallet.
I had 50 bucks when I left home ytd for sch.
$10 to top up ezlink, $12.50 to buy coursepack, $5 on food.
There's no way my dad is earning enough for me to spend at this drastic rate.
I WANNA MAKE MONEY.
get myself a mazda 2 and go to sch happily everyday.
=)

so, should i go to sch?
hahaha

fuck it samson

I can't believe this is actually happening.

I left the game being the BAD GUY.

I was left speechless and dumbfounded.

i was accused being the bloooody player.

SO. I AM THE BAD GUY.

I AM THE FRIGGIN BAD GUY

impossibly unbelieveable.

what a fucked up twist

---

well, at least now i can have my peace of mind and proven my choice right again.

but, i don't think whatever that happened was justifiable.

i'll just take it as a dream at the beginning.

a nightmare as the bottomline.

to the guy, you certainly got me crazy for the past 2 days.

and somehow earned yourself a paragraph in my life.

but not in the way i wanted it to be..

i'll still give u the chance to apologise if u wish to

but if u've decided to leave me alone, i'll equally appreciate

a normal sch day and an incredible encounter

it was first day of school.
struggled for awhile before i've decided to go allllllll the way to the west for ONE lecture.
worse of all, i wasnt even paying attention cos most of the time i was on msn.
i'm not gonna bring my lappy to sch anymore.
the biggest distraction.
and i'm still this unsolvable issue.
it's hard to explain to anyone who's going on..
soooo weirdddd..

still thinking if i shld go sch tmr since its only an hr lect from 4pm-5pm.
my timetable is quite cute actually.
i start sch when everyone ends.
=/

confused

shucks.
did i like just made someone angry and pissed? (dont try to guess who's the someone, just ask me)
i ended up not going to town cos the guys stayed till quite late at queensway and by the time they come and fetch me, it'd probably be 8 when we reach town and im pretty lazy to go out.
hence, ive decided to spend dinner time with family at home.
didnt get to do new year shopping today cos we'd to pick grandma from hospital and settle her at my uncle's place.
when everything was done, we were extremely exhausted already.
wasnt in the mood to go shopping.
i had few hours of sleep only.
and muscles aching didnt help at all.
oh btw.
yah. sab and i went bukit timah hill ytd.
went for steambath after that. shopped for wallets.
slacked around..
then.. i'm dead tired.
and the day doesnt end there!
LONG STORY.
dinner time.
=)

everything's getting so weirddd

Hmm..
Things are getting so weird.
waiting for james and the rest to pick me for town!
supposedly meeting someone first..
but..
i dunno what's going on now.
sch's starting, shit!

samson guy

hahaha!
surprisingly i'm on the phone with some guy i know barely for 2 hours.
and.....
i'm actually enjoying it!
although he can be quite a bastard.
not bastard, bastard..
but......
yah..
you get what i mean? can really talk rubbish and.........i like!
hahahaha!!
fyi, he's a mix blood, model, has a built, well-off!
and...
i shan't disclose the convo.
my life has just turned better!
LOL!!!

tired with a new watch

The new watch! NICE right!? hahaha

Crap.

Friday!

It was a tiring day out with Sab, Sab's cousin (Agnes) and Jason.

Went vivo and marina square and bedok twice in the same day.

Lunch at vivo was kinda bad but no complains since it was a sunny bright afternoon.

Met up with Agnes and Jason at marina sq, crapping at Gloria Jean's Coffee.

Had 1 for 1 coffee. got some vouchers from sab's friend (Luke) previously.

fyi, their iced choco was nice. try it!

THEN.

I GOT A NEW WATCH AGAIN!!

hahahahaha...

it was fully paid by Sabby!

Yes! The sabrina we know!

so nice of her right?

hahaha..

=D

met up with more pple (bs,james,pris) after that at bedok for stingray.

jason was recommending the stingray. but i'm not a gourmet so i cant tell if it's nice.

But i surely do know if it tasted awful and fortunately, it doesnt.

that's abt it for today.

and i'll be climbing bukit timah hill with sab later.

cool stuffs.

both the hill and the watch.

hahaha.

=D

Oh.

NUS gave me the marketing module.

they're not as screwed up anymore.. but stilll..

yah...

dumb system.
good night!

=D

waking up early

(it's hello kitty mahjong set! taken in taiwan btw)

I'm up at this rather early hour, 10.30am.
Consider it a feat since I usually play mahjong overnight and only start sleeping when I see the sun.
Anyways, I've decided not to lead such health-draining life.
You know something, you should never believe my previous line.
It's just a default self-reflection statement. Never take that seriously.
Cos..the next post I might write something like..'I jus came back from mj and it's 8am or smth'.
The only thing I don't procastinate is probably lying.
I do that all the time.
I just love lying to myself.
Say I'll pack my room, going jogging, read book, sleep early, attend all lessons, so on and on..
That's why I never make it a point to make sure things as new year resolutions becos I'll end up disappointing myself.
IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO ATTEND ALL LESSONS.
although my CAP is rather hopeless and immense amount of hardwork is unlikely to revive those pretty As, there's close to zero motivation to go sch.
Oh. There's one. the chances of meeting my future half.
But that looks more hopeless than saving my CAP.
Nus's standard, we know.
nus is pathetically lack of eye candies.
that makes going to school all the way from pasir ris half sian.
But it's okay. new sem, new hopes.
hah.

I was so pissed with the bidding system and I think I've mentioned more than I should.
Wrote in an appeal to ask for preallocation becos obviously I couldn't get the module with the points I have.
I used to have 796 points and the minimum bid for that damn module (happen to be my core module and basic module to do higher level mod) is 1000plus points.
holy.
and NUS replied with.. 'you should manage your points well!'
eh just fuck it please.
every semester we're given 600points to bid for modules.
I had 796 points becos the 100+ points are accumulated from previous sem.
WHAT DO THEY MEAN BY MANAGING YOUR POINTS WELL!!
i barely use them.
can they like use their butts to think?! (i'm assuming they don't have brains since I received such useless and dumbest reply, which evidently shows that they're airheads)
not just that.
they told me to bid for the module in subsequent bidding rounds.
I tried. but the minimum bid now is 2871points.
the bidder prolly is some yr 3/4 trying to do elective!
how can someone in yr 1 have so many points!
I'm friggin pissed with NUS and their so-called help desk.
bullshits.
if no one ever write in a 'fuck', i'll be the first.
fucks.
no wait. if i email them a fuck right now. i prolly wont get to start sch on monday.
so..
i used all the points i have in my general account (839pts btw) to bid for marketing!
from this moment, I'm considered bankrupt.
like totally.
left zero points in general account. (fyi, the pts i have in general acc. cant bid for my core mod. ugh. thats why)
somehow i have this feeling that...
i'll give nus a hard time next sem!

title?

Peipei asked have I really been in love.

My answer was... probably not.

Maybe I was but I can't recall.

In a relationship doesnt equate to being in love.

True? True.

hahaha..

Since you're already reading this..

do me a small favor by visiting my wordpress.

I've smth for you guys over there.

=)

http://ohfreakingbored.wordpress.com/

HAVE FUN!

=)

new goal

I've got a new goal this year.

That is, TO COLLECT 20 WATCHES!!

since I'm turning 20 at the same time.

I'm pretty close to target if anyone can buy me another watch.

hahahaha.

exercised

wooohoooo!
i've finally exercised!
played badminton with hg and tennis was cancelled due to poor weather.
and now.
i'm dead tired!
gonna take a rest before mahjong later.
hahaha..
yah.. mahjong AGAIN!

blog everywhere

I've been so bored that I blogged everywhere again.
No one utilises their blogs as fully as I do.
A post a day, keeps reader going.

hmmm. coming to 4am.
morning or night? i cant tell the difference anymore.

=l

i hate bidding system

ugh.

school's starting next week (i think).

and the problem now is...

i don't seem to be getting my modules.

which means...

i can extend my holidays.

huhuh.

nus's bidding system is so cocked up.

i've no idea why am i not getting my Major modules preallocated.

i was outbidded in the first bidding round, wasnt even a chance to bid in the second round and worse of all, i've not enough points to bid at current round.

as such, i've emailed nus twice and apparently they were fast at replying emails.

but.. provided no solutions.

how nice of them.

they told me it's the department's decision to preallocate modules.

omggggg.

obviously the econs department didnt like me.

if i'm not getting my modules by tmr, i'm calling them!

how can i bid for a 1000points module with 796 points in my account!

you tell me how.

nus is idiotic enough to come up with the stupid and troublesome bidding system that doesnt benefit the Arts students AT ALL.

holy shit.

NUS, i'm calling you now. to ask for my rightful modules so that i can attend sch with others next monday. fyi, i did pay sch fees on time. how can they deprive me of education!!!

spell unfair with me. 'U-N-F-A-I-R-!-!-!'

=

hmmm

who wanna go bukit timah hill this friday?
hahaha...

and who's gonna buy me new watch?
hahaha...

who wanna help me pack my room?

who wanna....give me some money?
hahahha...

2 teh bang & 2 bandungs & 2 sinacol

whahaha!
late nights are getting more and more wild!
mahjonged at van's place with hg, sl & bs.
sl won like crap!
thou i did win a lil as well..
but that's not the main point.
main point is...
we had lotsa fun!
went jalan kayu for early breakfast after mahjong.
that hg was incredibly mad.
i mean high!
hahahaha..
he finished 1 can of sinacol (a type of gasy drink) in one shot.
so i dare him to finish more drinks.
he then gulped down 2 teh bangs & 2 bandungs simultaneously.
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!
i shld have video-ed down.
it was the funniest moment ever.
hahahaha!
and in exchange of his comical acts, i promised him 2 shots of 151.
god knows whats that mans.
i only know it's some kind of damn powerpact alcohol.
sl even made me sign some contract.
hahahaha..
wth.
the breakfast was so funny.
and now it's 6am and i dont feel tired at alll.

oh.
went queensway with jaja.
and i restring-ed my squash racquet.
now i'm ready for some game!
will be playing badminton with hg this coming wed.
and maybe tennis on thurs with jaja and company?
we'll see.
i need to exercise badly.
in the same day..
my family went giant and spent hundred over bucks on nothing but junk food!
i think there's better way to spend money...

needa get a few things done before sch reopens.
pack my room!
PACK meaning throw away everything not needed!
i'm serious this time.
prolly get a new bag cos..
it's a new sem.. so new start.
hahaha...
still thinking of another pair of haivanas.
and a wallet.
gotta dye my hair again...
shop for new year clothes.
get my dad to send the car for servicing.
try to finish a book i've been procastinating since nov?
get a new hp and a new hp chain.
wha.
that's like a pretty long list.

it's 6am and i'm still energetically awake.
oh last thing.
get my biological clock back to norm cos sch is starting..
ughs.

SO DAMN AWAKE.
HOW!

mornings folks.
=D

the happening past!

We, the happening pple, SOX.

For S.O.X!

was reviewing the old sec sch days with hg and bs over a few cups of teas and pratas this morning!
it was a great talk.
i never enjoyed talking to them so much..
hahahaha..
they fact that the 2 of them always make us laugh, to see them smiling over the past is nice.
esp hg, lotsa thots and feelings.
3 of us agreed that sec sch days are the most happening phase of life.
havoc ard whole day!

never do homework make teachers angry. play ard in class make teachers angry. talk back to teachers and make them even more angry. break chairs break tables. stack books burn classroom. graffiti all over sch. bdae celebrations created big mess in sch. stay back in sch till the latest. make those teachers angry but they became our good friends. teachers ask you abt your relationships. getting caught for late, ankle socks, hair, bla bla bla. use handphones and only i was caught all the time. skip CCAs together. stars of Arts Night 2004. took down a studio during prom night. crowned king & queen during prom. the birth of a top student.
THE VERY FAMOUS BUNCH IN THE ENTIRE SCH DURING OUR TIME. it has to be US!

i've not dare to think how i would have become if i didnt go ev and meet them! wth. my life would have been so dull and most boring. good thing! i left ev with only 1 thing, a bunch of good friends until now... who can be more blessed? =D

put the guys together and they provide you with always laughable craps and bullshits! esp when sl meets hg and hg meets bs!! the 3 can make you laugh non-stop for hours till you've have stomach cramps and cheeks cramps!! put all the girls together and you'll get the most up-to-date gossips. and no matter how many times hours we spent gossiping a day, we've new gossips again the next day. hahaha. put all of us together you've have the funniest bunch of friends! those friends you'll go bintan with again and again. those friends you ganged up to play laser quest and jump in the pool immediately after. those friends you spent countdown with every year. those friends who have spent 2 consecutive nights at your house during prelims. those friends you go sun tan with. those friends you mahjong whole day with. those friends you cherish alot. and finally... those friends are reading this! =D

i wouldnt mind to defer a sem in nus at all if those friends are bringing back sec sch days with me. i've did so many things during upper sec days and they're precious memories to me. although most of the things i've done is incorrect and naughty, but at least ive been there once. next time my grandchildren will hear me talking about all these again.
hg suggested a gathering session for all of us to talk. to talk abt our glory past. HAHAHA.

till then..
think abt old sch days.
they'll bring lotsa smiles!
=)
=)
=)
see, i've got 3!
hahaha.
=D

considerably blessed

inspired by sab, i'm gonna do this post in chinese. read on. haha..

新年新希望！

过去一年，我浪费了。在新的一年，我要好好地利用时间，必竟自己也不再是好无目标的少年了。不知不觉中，我们将成人了。 不可能再过着吃喝玩乐，饭来张口， 衣来伸手的日子。徐多朋友及将毕业， 踏入一个狗吃狗的无情社会。这应该是人生最难适应的阶段吧？个个长期受父母保护的温室小花一舜间得面对一大堆烦恼。我们适应的来吗？

在新的一年，我要对自己的学业付出更多努力。至少不会辜负父母。

写到这里，我已经不耐烦了。汉语拼英永远都是那么难。

再见了！！

=)

mahjong at stef's

look at the size of the Heineken! it's a 1litre can! price is dirt cheap! omggg.. hahaha

i think i've become a mahjong addicted since i came back from taiwan.
had MM (mahjong marathon) at stef's place with cedric and one of his friends last night.
we played a total of 4 rounds and it only ended this morning 7am!
and cedric's friend had to go to work right after.
hahaha...
stef practically lost everything, and i won everything she lost at a discounted price.
wasnt winning at all.. but at the last few rounds, i had 2 5 tai zi mo. thankfully.
hahaha..
hey stef, thanks ah.
=D

did my NUS modules bidding at 12pm just now.
thot open bidding is closing at 1700. but hell..i saw wrongly.
it'll end at tmr 1300..
which means...
i have one more day!
but that doesnt really make a difference la.
i've pretty much decided what to take this sem.
a) macroecons analysis 1
b) econometrics
c) theatre studies
d) new media (some management thingy)
e) singapore studies (spore society)
NO MORE SCREW UPS.

meanwhile, i'll finish up the wu zun's drama on youtube.
trust me, i was bored.
there's this lil angel in me that cant wait for sch to start.
=)

it is kent's bdae.

hmmm.
2nd jan.
it doesnt feel like a new year, i'm still slacking at home waiting for sch to start.
had lunch with eugene zzk just now and he was telling me..
last year this time, we were in classes talking to those naughty kids.
i guess i can never imagine myself as a relief teacher again.
handling kids is NOT easy.
hahaha..
at tm, we saw some ex students.
they ended sch and as usual, they'll roam and loiter ard tm.
lotsa sch changed their uniforms...but not east view.
lower sec girls have skirts shorter than those i wore in jc.
students nowadays...
what can i say?
...

happy 2008!

(those are the balloons sab's cousins, mh & i managed to blow and put in up in less than 15mins. CUTE HOR. hahaha!)

hahaha!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
=D
2008 started with a loud bang at sab's place.
her house was so packed. with her relatives and us around.

if she's collected entrance fees from everyone, she might earn more than any clubs. haha

it was a pity we didnt take any pics cos all of us were busy with countdown and mahjong.

esp the grp playing 'truth or dare' with mahjong. damn funny.
HAHAHA!
played mahjong with her cousins and sab won ALOT!
i lost but i'm still happy! it's new year what. hahaha
it's a good start to 2008!
happy happy all of us.
=D

came back at abt 7am and slept till 4pm.
mans. i've never slept for that long since im back from taiwan.
i feel good.
haha..

shld i be talking abt new year resolutions?
a)good health.
b)good grades.
c)good money.
d)good boyfriend!!
hahaha..
that's about all.
not too hard to achieve eh?
=D