had my chinese AO level today. i gotta admit tat the paper isnt an easy one. althou the passage is comprehensive. but i still darn cant do the rest. omg. how can i ask for an A?? pls pls. a B will do. i cant blame anyone when i din put in enuf efforts huh? but i do hope for miracles. or else wldnt life be sad?

did my OP dry run jus now. yup. frm an AE, AE to an AE, ME. din show much improvements i know. seriously i wish PW can freaking get over n done with asap. i'm not tat project sort. but for PW, i've done more den wat i've expected frm myself. pretty proud of it. hahaha. however, if my OP fail me. i fail the project. god damn it. i cant present lar. i wonder how poly students do it everyday. they're pros? hais. i've tried reading frm the script. i've tried not using any script n present freely on the spot. non of the methods really work. looks like i gotta combine both??
yup yup. wait for wed's dry run.. i'll cling a ME ME. hahahaha.. ultimately, EE EE is all our aim!!
Work hard ppl!

my god. shes posting abt him again. and i'm writing abt her again. wat a dumb act. but as i've said. i pretty enjoying do this. so let me continue. hahahahaha
yup. she said she tried her best to forget. but the fact is that she keeps remaining herself of him. wld she be able to forget totally? no. wat stupid shit. u cant forget a person totally. summore when he contributed much to ur life. wat u can really do is to stop urself frm thinking of him. tats wat really works.
oh. shes forgetting abt the jc course? i guess she made the right choice? but i doubt if she continues her way lidat tat, poly life cld be difficult too. rite. shes growing up i hope.
tomorrow is a better day!!

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i tink blogs shldnt have too extensive terms like.. vuglarities esp whose hokkien ones.
it shows how uncivilised one can be.
stop all those hokkien uncouth terms pls.its getting irritating.
an educated person degrade herself by all sorts of vuglarities.
wats the point.
oh. stop calling ppl coward can.
u'll be so devastated if u really find out who tat person is.
ignorance is bliss.
i jus dun understand y u gotta blog abt him everyday.
theres nth else in ur life tat worth mentioning abt?!!
pathetic my dear.

eh. i find myself ultra stupid to blog abt such minute person.
she doesnt comes into my life in a way or other.
why muz i be bothered rite?
shes so insignificant in my life.
but, sometimes i jus gotta admit tat i'm being a lil too kpo or watsoeva.
interfering into her stuffs when it REALLY has nth gotta do wit me.
I SERIOUSLY CANT BRING MYSELF TO TOLERATE SUCH NONSENSES!!
i really really really need to bring it all out to let her know.
my sole purpose after all these i've done is to make her realise the situation shes currently in now.
hopefully she makes an effort to change?.. i dun really care u know.

oh well. it wld be such a pity if she doesnt read it.
ppl, help me spread news ard n make sure tat she reads them k.
cos..
she made me post the longest blog.
she made me scold n curse like an idiot.
finally, she made me look like a total fool if she doesnt read them.
hell loads of frens pls pass a msg to her so tat i wont be a fool at least!
but seriously, i quite enjoy doing this.
oops. i'm not mean nor a sadist.
i jus find it entertaining.
post-promos wun be tat boring wit all these things coming in.

ps: can moon pls tag if u read tis. courtesy of s.o.x (",)

u choose to read. stay calm as u proceed on.

i'll begin my story soon. ytd had a so-called mini celebration wit my s.o.x.. cos i passed my promos!! yay yay! u know wat.. i had a celebration jus bcos i passed. not tat i scored straight As all wat k.. but ppl are jus happy for me. heh
sab wasnt free,BUT she was invited.. pris, we will throw a celebration for u soon! hahaha.. i bet u werent free ytd. need to pator, pw n stuffs.. but, u're invited of cos!
AND this poor ger. onli her. wasnt invited. damn sad lar. even thou she hopes to score like 10 pts for her Os. no one will cele for her. oops. wat am i tinking. wat 10 pts. wat nonsense. forgot to plus another 15 pts? and tat makes 25 pts? broke s.o.x's record. argh. i forget again. she was nv part of s.o.x! damn sad can.

all along she tot she was part of us. and goes round relating herself wit us. but she nv gain our frenship from the beginning. wats da prob wit her man. jus get a life on her own can. s.o.x is HAPPIER without u. i dunno why. but its proven. my god. i'm sorry.

she started wit the sentosa thingy. n now i've to ans to her rite. tats onli fair. alrite. she stated tat s.o.x wans her to study tats why we din wan her to join us at sentosa. EH HELLO! get tis clear my dear ger! S.O.X NEVER WANT YOU TO COME AT ALL!! we cant be bothered whether u study or not pls. n wat? blame it on tat guy? dun be stupid can. tat guy broke off wit u. n u're sorta still clinging onto him. wats the pt. get a farking 54 pts n join him nowhere issit. pls lar. come to sense lar. ask urself, does he worth ur love? forsaking everything for him? indulge urself in a pathetic miserable state. let me warn u again. no one is gonna console u or watsoeva. ppl laugh at u.

its barely a mth to Os. as u've said. frm a JC to a CI den a Poly. u cant go any lower pls. frm a pure sci to a comb sci den to F9 for sci. see how drastic ur changes are. jolly well. stop ur gaming n stuffs. conc on ur studies. nv tink of him again. tats wat i can advise. take it or leave doesnt matter wit me.

i guess i need to ans why s.o.x is boycotting u.
firstly, u're a LIAR.
u shld know tat ppl cant stand liars.
and bingo! u're one of them.
okok..within the s.o.x circles of frens, u're the only one!
why muz u treat ur frens (if u regard s.o.x) in such a manner.
its onli reasonable to receive the same treatment frm ur frens rite?
wat do u tink?
if u wanna tell me u din lie.
STOP IT MAN!
STOP ALL THE PATHETIC LIES!!
we're smart ppl.
we can tell right frm wrong.
whos trustworthy whos not.
i jus gotta say tat u belong to the latter.

however, theres still time for u to change.
u're onli 16 afterall.
get a presentable O level cert.
get a place in wherever u wan.
meet new ppl.
get new frens.
but most imptly, change ur attitude.
be true to ur frens.
sincerity really works.
dun make use of ur frens again
otherwise, u're back to sq one again.
tats not ur aim..am i rite?
everybody needs frens.
u're no exception.
i'm no exception.
there's always a reason behind every action.
we're harsh to u.
yes. i admit.
but are we wrong?
no.
s.o.x is a harmonious grp of ppl.
u jus gotta mess it up.
ur attitude is jus not there.
regardless to who.
be it ur parents, teachers, frens.
u got no respect for them.
u feel tat u're right at all times.
self-centered.
ur mum worked so hard. n her daughter is messing ard like nobody business.
will u eva understand how ur mum will feel?
bang into VP's office n scold teacher? make unnecessary comments abt teachers. argue wit them in class. oh. play truant.
ya. u gonna tell me u're right huh??!!
wanna a tight slap frm me?
i bet u feel like killing me now.
but i tell u.
i got lotsa frens behind me.
wat abt u?
even ur closes leave u in lurch.
tis shows tat u really needa change.
i'm serious. no joke.

before tis week, i'm in no position to comment abt u. tats y tis blog came so late.
the reason being, i'm not sure if i can clear my promos. being the same state as u. am i fit to comment? no, i'm not.
but now, things changed. i earned every rights to screw u frm head to toes. and wat u've got..? absolutely nth. at least a good Os cert gives u the minimum citeria to bullshit alrite.
u came into evss wit glory. leave evss wit ?? dun embarrass urself. stop going round saying tat u wan a JC. its not easy. n let me tell u. getting into a jc is no big deal. onli when u've survived the 2 yrs course it'll make u someone worthy.
set ur foot into a jc. but cldnt make it thru. wats the pt? tell me?
i'm not trying to demoralise u or wat. but u're not the jc type. start picking poly courses. perhaps it makes u a better person over there.

right now, i'm not going to care whether u're pissed wit me or crying ur lungs out cos of those mean n scarastic words. dun bother to seek consultation wit any s.o.x members. u're onli going to embarrass urself further. tink thru wat i've said. rationalise ur chain of thoughts. dun bother trying to rebut my words. but u can try if u wan. i jus dun wan u to get hurt again.

alrite. having said so much. i'm not sure if u can take it. but well, i feel better in a way.
and if u gonna boycott s.o.x after tis. get tis clear. u're boycotted by us alr!
u wan frens back? earn ur trust back urself. prove to them.

lastly, i'm not here to stir any troubles or watsoeva. for moon, tis will be the last time i'm doing tis for u. the words are harsh i know. but theres concern too. take my advises n make ur life better. right now, u can onli depend on urself.

happy day.

ppl, i'm happy. u know. i'm happy. hahahaha
i managed to clear my promos! heh heh heh

hmm.. tis weekend is kinda short huh? went to ice skate on saturday n suffered blisters. today is tues n its not getting any better. was wearing slippers in sch the whole day. kinda sad.. but at least i learnt how to "skate" ?... lol
was looking forward to the sentosa trip thou i was quite worn out after all the ice skating n mahjong. n know wat, it rained. so heavily. theres no sun! n the wind is blowing so strongly. damn cold lar. so, we had no choice but to leave sentosa. headed for bugis. had our dinner. took neoprts. drank bubble tea. went back to tamp mac. slack there. took a cab. sleep.
oh. remains me of mahjong. pathetically, i won 120 cents ONLY!! tats like the first time lar. and i'm supposed to tread my frens vodka wit tat pathetic $1.20?!! hahaha..

my god.
disappointed wit my maths results.
but kinda satisfied wit the overall.
my days are getting better.
tmr will be a better day.
=D

my love..

my nike cap is cool huh?!! look at the golden tick and read the illegible character.. Wahahahaha

hmm.. i slept for like 5 hrs tis afternoon? din know tat i can actually sleep for so long.. hahaha.. perhaps i'm really exhausted.. my post-promos activities are jus so fun and entertaining.. 7 hrs of k-box is nothing to me now.. muahahahas

but the amazing thing is tat i woke up at 6 to meet my s.o.x for breakfast at mac.. tat was so coo lar.. 11 of us turned up. and most of us din come frm home.. cos we were tonning outside the day before.. its either chalet or mahjong.. cool eh.. oh.. i saw mjc's teacher too! n she seemed to recognise me.. hahaha

yay.. will be ice skating tmr.. thou i worry that i might suffer quite a number of blue-blacks.. but it shldnt be tat bad huh.. moreover sl promise to bring the knee guards for me.. hahaha.. after ice skating, i'll be mahjonging at jaryl's place.. all the way till morning when i suppose to meet s.o.x for sentosa trip.. wooohooo.. wonder if i can take it..?

i've not seen my bitches for like a mth? we gonna bitch the whole nite tmr.. wonder who will be the unlucky one.. hahahaha.. oh ya.. i spotted a new nike bag n an adidas jacket.. damn cool lar.. bitches, wanna sponsor me?? hahaha.. ivy is getting me the bag.. pei, u can get me the jacket thou. lol..

post promos.

ho ho ho.. promos over!!!!! over over over. after like a mth of mugging. phew. its over. u guys out there can nv understand the feeling. nth beats celebrating after exams. however, i need to worry for the results soon. but who cares right. worry only wats before you. heh

ok..let me plan my programs. hmm..
today, k box.
tmr, class bbq.
sat, ice skating cum mahjong.
sun, SENTOSA! i need to get my color back!

oh. next week, PW n chinese! urgh. sad life.