teachers' day??

total crap. went back to my pri n sec sch today.. and guess wat.. all the teachers ps us.. tmd la.. with at lil sincerity hoping to do some catch-ups with them.. and never will i expect such treatment.. not surprising if teachers dun see me the next year..

went back to gps for tat particular teacher, and guess what, she's on course.. how coincidence can it be!! a waste of my sleeping time..

went back to evss.. hoping that situation will be better over there.. but the least possible crap happened. the sch employed 2 security guards stationing at the main gate.. and imagine tat so many of us are waiting to enter da sch.. and those guard "dogs" had to record our personal details one by one before we cld enter.. fook la.. my sch for 4 F***ing years baby.. i know the sch beta den those guards la.. blocking us outside jus doesnt make sense.. wat crap man.. is something like block me outside my home.. and i gotta show IC before i can go in.. NO LOGIC.

ok.. finally made my way in.. and what.. all teachers are like so busy.. hardly see them so busy as today.. perhaps they're busying entertaining their students? but i dun care.. all the efforts made was redundant. shld have jus slept at home..

alrite.. this is a lesson for many.. dun ever visit teachers on teachers' day.. visit them earlier, later or never. they've so many students to entertain and so lil time to spare. and those guards are jus trying to mess around!! it cld be tat gov wanna increase employment rate..who knows.. but once they get in my way.. they're condemned.. no joke.

i jus hate tis feeling..

i'm feeling so tired and not a least energetic at all.. life is jus so laborious.. attending sch everyday doesnt fufil my life.. i wan a life!! please.. my mind is overloaded wit rubbish.. i used to love sch life.. but now, not any. rushing tutorials and assignments everyday used to be fun to me.. but now, its the last thing i wanna do.

althou i consider myself to be playing too much, but tats not even half of wat i used to do. i know i gotta scarifice my time for sch work.. but how am i suppose to do tat when i'm like 99% worn out after the day.. tat 1% is needed to get me home. i dun wanna collapse in sch..

i'm not sure if i still have the energy to last me for another 1++ yr if everything goes well.. i guess i jus have to learn how to cope n adapt.. complaining and grumbling wont help.. but they cant stop me frm doing so.

1 last thing.. my stamina is deteriorating.. i needa find them back!! must!! oh. i've mosquitoes bites all over my body.. wats wrong?? tis week isnt a smooth sailing one..

tests suck..

test is very very sickening.. i'm serious!! and if u know tat u're not gonna do well, its jus so.. shitty.. when u got not enuff time to finish the paper and u simply know how to do it, its jus so.. irritating..

gambling can be addictive.. but tat doesnt matter.. cos i alr stopped gambling.. no joke..
those who catch me gambling will be rewarded!! and those who influence me to gamble shall be executed!! muahahahahas

interesting..

S.O.X, wat can i say.. we are cool.. simply too great to mention.. thanks guys!!! oh.. shaik n jaryl too.. thou they're not in sox.. but they as cool as us!! heh..

oh crap it.. i saw someone using the same nike bag they've got for me.. jackass!!

finally.. i got my fone.. tat was like such a long way man.. phew

life...

its jus saddening to talk abt life now.. nothing is going my way.. everything is out of control.. and i'm tired for what i care..

when i'm 16, i worry for my O level..
when i'm 17, i worry for my Promos..
its not going to stop.. every year, there's always something to worry about..
and this has turned my life upside down..

i know i gotta study.. but i jus cant do it.. 10-12 hrs?? impossible.. dont even have to try.. i know its not possible.. 5-6 hrs maybe...still can.. i'll try no matter wat.. at least i've tried!!

alright.. i better get going before its too late.. bye =]

what a day?!?!

sickening saturday morning and i gotta go back sch for my parents n teachers session.. get a life lar.. fook.. wats wit mjc?? monday got lectures.. tmd la.. so much things to do.. so little time.. the teachers are jus mad ppl.. they seriously need a life..