sleep sleep sleep

i need sleep.. plenty.. lack of sleep is the last thing i wish to have.. and yet..

sick la..

life is sad.. sad sad world.. but we can lead a happy life.. happy life..

73 days?

oh fook.. there's onli 73 more days to promos.. like wat the.. whether or not to get promoted will depend on tis suck blood exams.. i better make it man!

hais.. obviously time is lacking!! everyday is such a tiring day.. lectures lectures lectures. tutorials tutorials tutorials. squash squash squash. 24 hrs onli! wat the heck.. i jus need to clone myself..

blogs? NKF?

hmm.. ytd was at jaryl's place discussing abt blogs? hahahaha.. blogs r meant to show ur reflections and thoughts on a particular issues or events.. however, people are misusing it as their daily life report.. which is kinda lame lar.. who cares abt ur daily life eh? but u see, there's not much events in da world for us comment on.. some are too 'chim' for us to understand; some are too boring.. we wldnt wanna care.. ended up reflecting or evaluating nothing.. perhaps.. this is how all the daily life thingy comes in?

ya.. on da other hand.. ppl like me r saying tat we shldnt misuse the blog.. but we r doing exactly.. doesnt make any sense ar? but anyway.. ya..

hmmm.. den maybe i shld start toking abt some major issues now? how abt the nkf thingy.. tat mr t.t durai.. $600 000 per annum.. HELLO! this is too much man! oh.. upon tat.. he receives 10 to 12 mths bonus.. which makes his annual income $1.2 million?!! bloody freak..

while all his patients are still sufferring from the diseases, he, himself enjoys such a high salary.. perhaps higher den some CEO in major companies.. wat crap?! charity my dear... not an organisation.

however, some may argue tat he deserves the high salary.. cos he is capable to bring in $6 million in a charity show.. therefore spending $600 000 for such talent is worthy..

but i still think otherwise.. i jus cant accpect such ridiculous things.. cant he jus take $100 000 per annum.. can donate his $500 000.. so tat his patients can enjoy better subsidise.. oh no.. at the first place.. the $500 00 are supposed to save for the patients.. how can tat freak lidat take it?! argh.. this world is unfair.. the god alr gave him a heathly body.. why cant he be more caring towards the unfortunate?

wednesday

had my chinese oral jus now.. i'm rather pleased wit my performance? as long as the papers dun betray me, i'll be doing alrite baby.. hahahaha

oh crap it. suppose to go for miranda house activity? but.. in da end.. my whole class ponned. as usual.. lol.. i'm quite satisfied wit life now.. for maybe i've been consistent after the mid-yr.. cos i've learnt my lessons.. n i paid a heavy price for tat.. i'm not going to regret at the end of the day.. i prefer to live life wit no regrets..

hmm.. today is mh's bday.. happy birthday to mh!!

ok.. i needa go n study?? byes

coffee? milo?

hey.. i was so super attentive in class today.. paying full attention during lectures and tutorials.. high productivity heh.. i guess its the coffee i drank.. maybe i shld consider dropping milo and take up coffee? it may be unhealthy, but at least it keeps me awake? cool...

oh. had my PE jus now.. and was supposed to play squash.. but in the end, my frens n i were playing some lame n nonsensical game in the squash court. first time i know tat we can play squash without racquets and squash balls huh? ok, i'm being sacrastic! hahahha

i'll continue doing my tutorials.. i've turned over a new leaf! lol

sentosa

firstly, can anyone tell me whether we can use legs during a volleyball game?

alrite.. ytd was the long-waited sox sentosa outing. we celebrated mh's bday there too. and she's sporting enuf to take pics wit 3 not bad looking guys.. hahahaha.. hoped she enjoyed it!

oh man.. sox jus rocks lar.. we had tug-o-war wit some 'ah bengs & lians' and we won! WON! tat was so suprising lar.. cos their guys alr outnumbered us. but hahaha.. tis shows tat gers can do as well.. heh..

rugby was fun but not as fun as before. well.. we had fun afterall.. one thing i muz say. the weather is against us. totally against! argh.. we hardly go to sentosa and tis is how they treat us. rain rain rain.. funny ar?! it better be a sunny day when i return the next time.. or else.. hmmm.. till tat time den say.. lol

oh ya.. we jus enjoy taking pics.. anywhere, anytime. as long as there's camera. we'll jus do it! sox is not jus a name.. we got the ingredients.. challenge us? u mite wanna tink twice. or perhaps thrice! wahahahahaha

boo~ 10 yrs later wat will we be? still the unbeatable sox? or jus a name? i'll find out soon! btw.. sl n sab will be my child's godparents in future! muahahahaha

not too bad.

hahahaha.. i scored for my chinese compo. tat was unexpected. so happy. and squash, i'm on form! heh heh heh.

reflections??

i've got alot to say. but wat shld i start on? anyway, my results just suck. so freaking ugly that i'm utterly disappointed in myself. i've been thru 10 years of education and tis is the kind of results i'm capable of. Fs is all i have! damn it.

believing that life is jc would be jus as easy as sec sch. i'm dumb. without effort, life in jc would be so tough. thinking that slacking the days thru wld get u at least a passable grade during exams is some kind of wishful thinking. the mid-years totally proved it. no efforts, no results.

since its already over, fretting over it wont help either. working harder and putting more effort wld be so much useful. its time that i shld jus wake up and focus. at least try to buck up for the promos, or else i'll face the fate of retaining. repeating a more complicated syllabus next time, is a total waste of time. obviously i wldnt want tat.

the feeling of getting Fs is jus so... terrible. by hook or by crook, i musnt retain. but if i do, i wont stay in a jc anymore. but anyway, i wont let that happen. n i'm pretty sure abt it. die die also chiong thru this year.

i've made my points clear and i'm gonna work on it! no doubts.